I'm tired of waiting for this nightmare to bloom out, it's a tedious condition and I can't seem to comprehend it's events. Surely, you came off as obvious and I left you when you were whirling in suspicion. Something was out in the open, I stared off into it and saw nothing. No, you didn't do anything wrong. Nor did I or any one else. 1
I've been glancing up at you..and I noticed how you never look at me like I look at you. And I walk away with the same questions I arrived with. Over and over again like I had nothing else to tell myself.2
I might as well give in and tell. What do you think?3
I thought about how ordinary today was. Yet, something was new..something I had a hard time enjoying due to its anonymous reasons. Nothing is worth re-reading, my days are to ordinary and boring to go through again and again. But, we find ourselves repeating ourselves for a good laugh. [I wish I had something for you to think about.]4
I've lowered my head downward, and I'm completely fine. Don't think that I'm sinking with depression, I appreciate more things than you.5
A light breeze that sends a chill into my stiff movements. I feel like I have no where to go, no pacing to do, and of coarse- nothing to rant about. Do you notice anything new about me today? Oh, the things that don't exist seem to scream out at you. These don't count.6
I'll stop saying the word love. 7
[ It's become a clear statement that it's of no value. An emotion that no longer apply's. Go ahead and do as you please. Because, I'm still remaining content. 8
Sincerely,9
Joyfully here until you break it. ]10
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