god i miss holding her. i need to let it go, i truly do,or else ill be haunted and tortured by it. i could go on for eternity but it tires me to do so. i was an asshole, but she cheated on me countless times and manipulated me more times than id like to know. why do i feel guilty, why do i blame myself. please send me an angel. i can only hope someone will find me worthy of their love and let me give myself to them.night night my undying love, sweet dreams and sweeter days to come, i hope.1
