i put this on a blog. i felt really depressed and i acually sounded smart.....i think...1
i hate it....i hate that people in this world r mean....i hate that people don't forgive people for their actions.......i feel like slitting my wrists......anything to make this pain in my heart go away.....to make everyone just forget......make them forget about me......i'm called childish......i'm told that i should grow up.....that I should be more mature.....it hurts so much....and i hate it... i want to grasp this hatred and depression and throw it all away...but i can't........life isnt like that........that word......"life".......why.....why is it that we live....just to end up dying afterwards?.......in reality....we're all just dead....their is no such thing as being "alive"....."life is about the struggle you go thru before u die..."......before i die.....hatred.....depression.....if god really does exist.....then why did he put us on earth? did he want us to suffer the pain that jesus went thru?.....it makes me wonder........hate me if u will.....but this is how i feel right now......i feel...........dead2
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my last thing that i will ever write....i don't feel like i belong to this site....i don't feel that i converse well with the people on here...
tell me if u want me to die or not. thats all.
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now..........to be brutally honest... i know i was too late to comment but... it's ANNOYING. If you want to leave can you just leave and NOT put up something effin stupid such as these.... yes i agree emo people are HOT and CUTE but dudette... it's plain STUPID to act like them since you are a total poseur..... *shakes head in TOTAL disappointment* you are stupid... and i'm not honestly sorry if i offended you... wanna be emo kid... lol, yeah that's your title... you are a wanna be emo kid... so suck it up.. and get a life...
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well anyways if you really are as sad as you sound then im sorry but ohh well if u wanna leave this site for that reason i think its kindda retarded i agree with therse coomments u sounds like an emo kid tryin to get attention.... -
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meh.... attention
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hey...
i felt like you once, but it just aint the way to go...i found that it actually sucks getting depressed, i dont do stupid things anymore, i learnt that pretty recently. if anyone needs to talk about stuff like that then I'm always around somewhere on the site -
you converse quite well actually, and I cannot die until I take care of somthing btw, dying is never the answer, it is an inevitability mind you, but one that is not too cruel and I have to agree with one the one girl.
Cya, Matt
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your so right KitsuneTenshi! She is a moronic wanna be emo!
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richie...for some reason i feel biatchy today....so i'm a biatch today...
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awww. I dont want you to die. Or Leave.
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Uh-huh...
Now, I don't want to sound rude or anything but i'm going to tell it to you bluntly.
You sound like one of those young wanna-be emo kids {Around 11 or something} that think that the whole world is plotting against them and they'll look 'cool' by saying or doing things that other moronic idiots do.
This entire thing walked in a big circle. You used '......' way too much for it actually to be a real type of write/story.
None of us truly know God's plan, and of course he doesn't want us to suffer like how Jesus did. Jesus did that FOR us. Now get out of this self-pity crap and suck it up. I don't know what happened, but if you think that this and that 'slitting my wrist' thing made you sound smart, you seriously need some help.
Death isn't the answer. At all. If you want to feel pain by slitting your wrist and committing suicide to get it over with, be ready to feel pain for eternity, because you'll be going to hell.
Pull your self thorugh what ever the hell it is that going through. That's really all you can do. Nothing anyone can say can truly help you. You have to do it on your own.
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i like how you portrayed it... except for the god thing since i'm not really religous...
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Is This For Real...Or Not...
I understand how you feel, but death is never the answer...i felt this way once before and i forced myself to get back up and continue to fight reality...so don't give up... -
get lost plagerist! dont try to get people to feel sorry for you fake ass in here.... yeah...yeah... you made friends, and they liked you...yadda yadda... BUT you are SUCH A FAKE BI*TCH! plagerist! YOU INSULTED "ALL" OF THE WRITERS HERE ON STORY WRITE FOR PLAGERISING THAT SONG LYRICS!!! even if you deleted it, my wrath will NEVER! blahblahblah...i feel like slitting my wrist....yadda yadda... i dont belong here...well YOU DO NOT BELONG HERE! you didnt write it and claim it as yours.... YOU ARE NOT A WRITER! JUST A LITTLE CHILDISH PRICK THAT GOT LOST IN THIS SITE!
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FUCK YOU
...takes a childish prick to know a childish prick. Don't ever fucking talk to my friend like that. -
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well, you dont know the reason behind Richie's anger... so dont try to defend something that isnt really innocent...i failed to see what was behind that innocent facade but i saw it now so shut your trap biatch.
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I dont converse well with people on here either. But I dont let that stop me. Someone once said "Believe life is worth living, and it will help create that fact" or something like that. Remember that quote. Life is a test. Dont drop out of the test early. YOu wont pass it!
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O: WHAT?
You ablsolutely CAN NOT leave SW!!!! I've been, well, kind of depressed since the accident...BUT YOU CAN NOT LEAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Do you hear me?
Give Takayuki a chance....PLEASE. I DO NOT want you to leave. Sheesh....I don't know how else to get through to you, but....Don't Leave. Please....
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nobody doesnt belong.
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I Understand...
I use to feel the same way you feel this very second. NO ONE would ever want to talk with me. I know you're upset and everything, but I know what you're going through...if you want to read something...read something of mine on allpoetry...I have an awful past and I'm suprised I'm as sane as I am now. Appreciate the fact that you are still alive...if you can't do that, then appreciate the fact that you're fate does not lie on a cross...If you want someone to talk with, I'm always here...I'm open to anything...rants, complaining, anything to make you feel a little better...Please dont leave us here. Or at least dont leave me. You are an amazing person. From what little I know of you at least, but you. I want to help you...please...Just give me ONE chance, and if I mess up...then you may ignore me...
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