What She Deserves

I looked in the mirror sad at what I saw. This slut of a girl who I was and who I seemed to be still. I was just getting into a decent relationship with Karl and I cheated on him... Not by sleeping with anyone, just flirting and being over lustful. This broke his heart, I could tell. His voice quivered on the phone and I could hear sobs as he hung up. This was an accident I didn't mean to hurt him.1

Then again I didn't mean to hurt James either but I cheated on him as well. I lied like mad and it got me in a bad state. I tempted his agressive nature moreso and I made matters worse. I could understand if they never spoke to me again.2

But I can't think that now as I am leaving to go visit Steven. Him and I have been close recently. We have been flirtatious with each other for a while and this is the first time I am actually going back to his flat. Hopefully some saucy stuff will happen there. He's a sexy guy about five foot ten with dark brown hair and gorgeous hazel eyes. I couldn't waitto get to know him better. The first thing that made me interested in his was his voice. So sexy and deep it gave me a wet spot when I heard it. Alongside this we had much in common. Our sense in music, conversation, outlook on life and of course the way people treated us.3

I couldn't wait.4

I locked my room up and turned my phone onto general incase anyone wanted to reach me. I went to the main desk and signed out to be back at nine o'clock. I strolled down to the bustop smiling ear to ear as I thought of what he and I cuould get up to... Oh but poor Karl...5

As I got on the bus I sat down and looked out the window. There wasn't much to see at the moment, just lots of trees and roundabouts seeming to circulate a major amount of traffic for this time of night. But the jouney was short and soon I was heading towards the main buildings. Karl only lived ten minutes away frfom here so I had to be careful of not bumping into him.6

I take out my phone from my pocket and phone up Steven to find out directions. When he picks up a rustling behind me knocks me back into reality. 7

"Steven... Ummm... Where do you want to meet me baby?"8

More rustling, seeming to be coming from behind me. 9

All of a sudden the rustling stops and I hear the moving of leaves and then hands clamped over my mouth. 10

This seemed to be a double act as different hands took my phone from me and cancelled the call. I begun to wriggle to see if the attacker was going to let me go easy which seemed unlikely. I mumbled and attempted to kick out at the other, but my legs were held by the attacker holding me. 11

"I never thought i'd be doing this Douglas," said a masculine voice, "But we have no choice."12

We...?13

It was Karls voice, no doubt about it. The deep but normally gentle tone was taken instead by a raspy, angry growl. Douglas... As in my ex? It can't be surely... Karl hates James he swears death upon him and... James and I don't talk for many reasons one of which was Karl. 14

"Let's talk about it inside," said the too familar less masculine voice of James, "People could hear us. Is it far?"15

I manage to pull my mouth from Karl's hands and attempt a shout or plead for help, but its short lived as James' palm hits the front of my face harshly.16

"Shut up." he said harshly, gazing into my emerald green eyes, mocking me no doubt.17

What was going to happen to me?18