My mom say’s I always urged her for a baby sister, on account of my set way of thinking when I was what you might say an air head at times. I had come to the conclusion that the only way I could be a big sister was to have a little sister. Just thinking about it was funny to me. Now that I’m thirteen and ever since I was around 11 years old I’ve fervently asked time and time again for a brother regardless if I knew the out come. Finally after pleading for so long Christen got married!
The day I found out she was getting married it didn’t come to me that I’d finally have a bro. her being my sis and all, ha in fact it had only occurred to me a few days later, “go figure right?”. All though among all these happy-go-lucky attitudes, amiss actions and feelings formed from most everyone, embracing me to a point to where I began to feel with empathy instead of sympathy , I could have wept for their feelings, but for a time I stayed strong. The reasoning for all these cheerless feelings are a thing in which I can’t describe at this point. Although through this time of doubt, and frustration it became all to much for me to bare. It was like the feelings of my families anguish leaked from my mind to my heart and it hurt. That feeling I can hardly explain it was not like the little sting from falling off my bike when I was little. It was pain of heart, I‘m in no doubt that we have all felt that before in one way or another. So as I sat in the lounging chair tears slowly forming in my eyes then streaming down my face I closed my eyes and breathed in and out just like my mom had taught me when I cried as a little girl, and I said a prayer I spoke to God and told him first thank you for this day because it seems only fair to say thank you before asking for help. So then I said “Dear GOD please lead everything to peace and at the end of this next day everyone be full of joy .”
This day was one of many great days with my family, I chose this one because it had meaning, it wasn’t just going to worlds of fun and riding my first roller coaster it was at home with my family and God. This to me is a great day because, I got to see GOD help me and my family personally. Hopefully everyone will or has had a chance to feel that.1
