dear momma

It has been a long journey, together and we still here.
you never Left me you were always there for me
through good and bad times I've done bad I letchu down,
I hated you and spit in your face committed crime
but still you accepted me for me, and welcomed me back into your life I taunted you I abandoned you when you needed me the most I rejected you when you showed me love when you said my name I thought to my self and said I could never be your son, I have sinned and I shall be punish But you said no and took me in and showed me love I was so hopeless, dreamless lost and never knew my path but you helped me cope; you helped me find the path that I lost you are one of the amazing things god gave me, so gracious. there's no words that can describe how much I love you and what you mean to me I denied you, I ran away but you went out there and found me. I made you cry,I made you sick I made you hopeless, I put you through stress, but you never gave up you still trusted me and brought me back. never once thank you for all of the things you do and for loving me because there is no way to say thank you, there are no words to express what my heart holds for you, and still I could not thank you enough you have done more than any human being could you have given me the life that I did not believe in you have shown me the world I never knew you have loved me unconditionally and gave up your dreams and accepted me for me, and welcomed me back into your life you said life is like a nightmare you never get to finish its like a book with a title you t yearn, you said life is like a lesson we all must learn I took the time to learn it; I took the time to appreciate it but how when I never get to appreciate you and all of the things you did I realized that it has been a long journey for you and me and I must accomplish what we both went through I just want to say thank you, if it is enough for you accept my gift because this is the only thing I can give I cannot love you enough I cannot appreciate you enough and all I still can say is thank you mother for being such a wonderful mother if I had the power to do anything, in this world I would give you the eternal life. I would give you the world but that is not good enough, there is nothing that satisfy my thirst of wanting to appreciate all you have done you save my life I damn owe it to youI cant never trade any of this for anything in this world again, I just want to thank you and say the simple thing that I never had the nerve to say it to you in your face I just want to say thank you and I truly love you. it is true you mean the world to me. You are my everything thank you. I love you
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