You are Beautiful..part 1

I looked in the mirror staring at what he saw.I examined my face and the shape of it. I searched my cheeks...my high cheek bones...gosh, I hate them. I went to the most horrifying place on my face, my lips. I hate them but he loves them. He says they're full and delicious. I really dont see it. My shirt is off and as I slowly gazed my eyes to my breasts I hated myself more. I one point in my life I loved my breasts but not today...today they're still perky but have stretch marks. I was so busy examining my body I didnt feel when he walked up behind me and then kissed me on my neck. He slowly took my hand in his then walked me over to the bed. He kissed me then kissed me then kissed me some more and I felt loved...so loved. He stared at me and I looked away. He knows I hate it when I'm being stared at. He pulled me unto the bed where he was lying down and I was sitting on top of him. I began rambling about something...I dont remember what exactly...but then he said, "you're so beautiful." He pulled my face to meet his and gave me the kiss of my life. He took his shirt off and I was hypnotized.I have seen his body so many times but each time I just cant get over the fact that he has to be the most sexiest man I have ever been with. I stared at him a while longer then I finally admitted to him, "I cant stop staring at you. I think I'm hypnotized." Nothing could've prepared me for his reply when he searched my eyes then tell me," that's exactly how I feel when I look at you." Tears streamed from my face as he hugged me and whispered comforting words to ears,"Sue, I love you.Baby, please stop crying." It took me a while to calm down but I finally did and he held me in his arms. Thats how I woke up at three in the morning to see him staring at me."Why arent you sleeping," I asked.

"Because I wanted to admire you and see what you hate so much about you." I looked away from him but he turned my face back to him. 1

"I want to make love to you." It wasn't about just having sex. I knew exactly what he meant. I got up and pulled my shirt over my head. 2

"I can't" 3

"Why can't you?" 4

"You know that when it comes to my body I'm shy...you know me enough to know why.If you see me the way I see me then you will laugh at me." He walked over to me then kissed me again. 5

"I love you, I love your body and nothing on your body is funny.I still dont get why you're so afraid and shy to show me your body." I knew him too well. He wanted to see me in all my naked glory with the lights on. I closed my eyes hoping to be in a different place when I opened them. I should've known because when I opened them he was still in front of me but two steps away and he was staring.   6

"What? I asked. 7

"I'm not laughing. You said I would." Before the words could leave my lips he turned me towards the mirror and hugged me from behind. 8

"All along you kept telling me that if I see what you see then I'll laugh. I look at you all the time...I stare at you all the time and I have yet to see what you're seeing. I see standing in front of me and staring in the mirror, the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. You're like a drug and I'm addicted to you." That brought a smile to my face. 9

"What type of drug am I?" 10

"Good question but I dont know." I smiled at him then tipped on my toes and kissed his lips. He pulled away then told me to close my eyes. I was about to ask why but he shut me up my kissing me then asking me to do him that one favor. I closed my eyes like the obedient person I am and when he told me to open them I was shocked to see him holding a ring. 11

"What are you doing with that?" I was shocked. It wasn't something I was prepared for or expected. I wasn't ready for marriage, infact, I'm still not ready but that's not the reason he gave me a ring. 12

"You're my bestfriend," he said,"you know everything about me. This is not an engagement ring so stop worrying.It's a promise ring. Promise me that no matter what happen between us you won't ever forget about me." I searched is face but he was serious. 13

"How can I possible forget the man who compliments me more than anyone I know.?" 14

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