I Screwed Up

Today i thought was going to go well. I went to school got picked during 2nd period, went to LA, then went to my doctores apoint and came back home. Well Jackie wanted me to call her when i could so i did and she really really bad news for me.........1

she said that chris was in jail......when she said that i felt everytihng stop. i called jessica and she helpped me a little but know one could stop the pain i was feeling or should i say still feeling. i would call his brother because me nd his brother were close but i cant i feel like a discrase because all of this is my fault. if i would of kept my mouth shut none of this would happen....but know i to fucken talk i had to tell that stupid detective that also told me he wouldnt go to jail everything that me and chris did so now he's in jail for stagatory rape. its fucken stupid i just want to scream i just want to cry or cut my wrist i just dont know anymore. what me and him did wasnt even bad i dont know why it turned out like this. 2

My worry is does he hate me does dj his brother hate. o and the big is chris ok is his family ok. im lost and im not sure were this leads to now it just gets worse and worse every where i turn........3