It lead to my first love {part one}

well it all started in august of 2005. My best friend jessica was dateing this 21 year old guy chris and then i ended up dateing his friend Matt which was 21 too. I hated chris he would flirt with me adn shit and right in front of matt adn jessica and it would piss me off. In the beginning of october chris adn jessica brok up and me and matt stayed together. i=In november me and matt broke up and it was because i never got to see him and he yeld at me alot and all this drama. well that was that. i didnt talk to him or chris for the longest time. then december hit and i started talking to chris. its funny cuz i really really hated him. then all the sudden i started likeing him and it was so wiered. i didnt know what to do. thats my best friends ex i couldnt date him you know. and plus my mother hated him she didnt like him and i blame myself for that because when i hated him i would always say nasty things about him.well we really liked each other so we started dateing. i had to tell jessica so i did and she was upset for like 3 days about it but then she didnt care know more because she realized that i was happy and beause we hooked her up with matt's older brother les which was 24. well me and chris fought for 3 in a half moths to be together. me and my mom would fight like cazy my sister and me would always fight too. it was just hell and drama but i didnt care cuz i loved him i made him into a great person that he once wasnt. i was the girl that he didnt cheat on i was the girl he wanted a tatoo of my name i was the girl that he wanted to marry when i turned 18.i loved him so much until one day it went crashing down........1