Yellow Heads1
Sweet day yellow heads 2
Sweet heads of yellow3
standing high on one foot above the earth4
kindly sharing paintings of blue and 5
white sometimes solids in grey watercolors6
How do you keep your head such a stunning shade7
Borrowing from the sun?8
Shouldn’t we have heads of bulbous yellow 9
Feed strictly from the earth’s garden for fun10
Drink refined liquids from the hands of mother nature11
Yellow heads all over the world would carry such12
a message for everyone13
Together we would all be bright14
and mellow if we had heads of yellow15
Thinking bright thoughts speaking in tongues of brilliance16
Golden!17
Tucking under nights indigo blanket18
Creating a harmonious combination when we peek19
Indigo with yellow heads a picturesque way to bring20
the closing of the day 21
My aspiration to become a yellow head 22
Head of yellow23
playing among the vivid bouquet 24
Greeting the world that way25
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All That She Is
What you see is not all that she is while viewing the exterior.
To look at her there stands a mere woman
but sometimes she is a man,
lifting three times her muscle,
her mind being the real
muscle, consistently exercised, teaching and
and protecting babies and children of her own,
other’s twice owned.
That’s not all…
When you look at her you see a grown woman
but sometimes she is a little girl, afraid of what
appears monumental to her, wondering
where Mama is when it’s not easy and in
need of a voice that calms, rocking her to tranquility.
Look at her more closely… all you really want to see is a simple woman
but she is human with aspirations and failures some
triumphs .
She has won the adulation of many, caused the disappointment
of some, mostly herself yet she juggles them to face the on slaught because look
here they all come, climbing upon her shoulders where they are content to nestle and
take comfort while the world looks at her with incompetent eyes that tell them
all that she is …
Is a woman. 28
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Brother32
One instance filling her with chills 33
An indication he must be close 34
in the atmosphere35
in her present vicinity 36
Reputation preceding his brothers 37
Chance meeting on a field of games 38
Jumping an obstacle by the name of Cynda 39
Serious but slow wasn't the hindrance plotted 40
Minor apprehension incited private smiles 41
of accomplishment after extending her hand 42
to the brother of her friend 43
Prying softly the retrieval of her fingers 44
Compensated with her blushing cheeks 45
Reciprocated with a gratuitous response 46
From the brother whom she anxiously accepted advances 47
Here's hoping this brother surpasses friend 48
His brother 49
Her man 50
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Masquerade52
He recalled at one time she embodied sexiness
Recently in his eyes has grown passe’
Dawning of her appearance marveled
others
Her stature demanded attention he used
to say
Now days have grown cold and frozen
in nowhere
With sleekness his captivity slipped
through her fingers
leaving her oblivious to the next move
Resigning to obscurity and despair she lingers
In a pile he has thrown her labeled Mediocrity
A tragic mindset is a vice holding her firmly
Where went the moxy or the nerve to
rid her of crippling thoughts and rigid learning
Hopefully she will see her own resurrection
in future stronger with the reigns holding sway
of someone who will defy such a degrading
existence sparing her the emptiness
of a masquerade53
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One Love59
Moaning endlessly60
Infinitely pining for one love61
Waking in prayer all night for one love62
Whispers dwelling centering on one love63
Lips patient for the kiss of one love64
Arms fixed to stay empty for one love65
Eyes filled imaging one love66
Heart aches with the absence of one love67
Cruel is the life that loses its one love68
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Day Shine70
Jagged in pieces all about71
Me broken by love72
While the day shines brightly73
With brilliance unsightly74
Wishing for the sun’s eclipse75
Turning day into night76
For some one familiar to come along77
And tell me this is not right78
Breaking down pure words79
Piece me together80
Build me back up81
Day shines in spite of requests not to82
Highlighting my loneliness abruptly83
The me without the you84
Day shines spare me your glimmering rays85
Hear this mournful plea86
Unless you shine on me and my special one87
Turn away from the shards88
Of me 89
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Scarred94
gave up everything
traded it for life
didn’t get the ring
wanted to be his wife95
started out in love
sought help everywhere
asked it from above
replaced other cares96
drowning deep in love
compromised dignity
looking for the dove
my precious dignity97
gave away my pride
bending on scarred knees
to keep love alive
didn’t even breathe98
years amounted long
pains too much to breathe
now he wants to leave
he wants to leave me99
too much memory
everything in sight
help me stand my life
help me stand my plight100
help me stand101
help me102
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Open Up104
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Open up the emotions
like old barnyard doors
Pop off the top and
clear off the floors
Crawl from under the rock
Unearth honest feelings
Exposing layers
shucking and peeling
Pick off your destiny like
ripened tomatoes
Blush and enjoy the moments
Butter your potatoes
Loosen the ribbon
from confined hair
Spin ‘round get dizzy
Wallow around there
Shake yourself up and down
Live like square dances
Open up those barn doors
Pull life in and romance it106
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Caligula109
Born amid animosity
power corruption death
living unparelleled hatred
receiving end at best
Sporting toward
dying breath
Feet run to see
youthful failure
Rejoicing at
premeditated hell
Father wasn’t alive to
Curse to swear on
Banished and tortured
his fate passed on
Childhood chosen
bred a freak
Swam mythical
pools with little ones
like me
Rumored depraved
Romancing dear sister
Perversion taught me well
Avid pupil keen listener
Rule of the land at twenty eight
Murderous figure molded
future hand shaped
Notorious wife whore
Pranced her nakedness
Laying many wives
forced marriages to break
Escorted by guards
splattered royal
Blood in fate
Bones cry out
Caligula’s death
could not wait110
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More Better113
An intimate moment when eyes locked into a visual embrace114
Did your heart want to follow filling up my hearts space115
Knowing you’re welcomed to conquer and invade any day116
Sharpened focus prevails with a heightened clarity117
Light unburdened footsteps maybe because of me118
Is your stride like walking on pillows 119
more better unmistakeably120
When we unexpectedly collided with me catching you121
in my arms122
Did your breathing become deeper considering me warm123
Continue thinking of me as enchanting as my actions 124
follow suit125
I’ll keep this still picture of you as delicate …gazes aloof126
Keep our fairy tale ignited as we progress toward age127
Gracefully128
Growing elegantly gray we will sail through life joyously129
And remember we laughed too much and we argued reluctantly130
Our decision to stay forever was more better than we could dream131
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Purrrrfect Daughter134
Naiveté much have shown at first135
It was probably three years ago136
My daughter came to live with me137
At a mere thirteen years old138
Maturity of her body139
combined the maturity of her mind140
Seeing me as a man instead of Daddy141
She picked and chose the times142
Transforming into a provocative feline143
She used her teenage body144
To slink and slide and purr around me145
My little girl was naughty146
She toyed with the stirrings inside of me147
Provoking me into her games148
A phone call persuaded the police to come by 149
Wrapping her up in chains150
It is a wonder how she must feel151
in the confines of her cell152
A few days there should 153
Teach her a lesson sending154
A message as well155
As I ponder and think of her now 156
My amusement begins to take over157
The laughter starts out gently 158
building intensely until bending159
Me over160
Soon I wiped the tears from my161
Face recovering breath from the hardness162
Should teach the little minx 163
To play with me164
Because Daddy is still Daddy165
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Master,
grant me the honor of recording thought and purpose
without inhibition and prevention but most
of all…
let me communicate fearlessly.
Bowing her regal head low, she presented me with a
white robe pristeen, unmarred and with it a scepter,
translating ideas into many languages at my command.168
Humbly, I accepted and with a wave from my hand a
rainbow materialized, relating to every intelligent
creature my inner sensibilities.
Upon receiving these revelations the crowd rose
in thunderous ovation and adoration, though the
verbiage was not of their custom.
Drawn to the compassionate element of my voice,
they were rendered helpless to my quiet strength.169
The magic of the scepter enchanted them.
Confidently, they were receptive to my ability to
lead them, taking them to places they had otherwise
been hesitant to go.
In their satisfaction they implored me, asking more about
intimate travels foreign to their ears and glorious visions alien
to their eyes.170
Without reservation and a wave of my hand I was able to enlighten
And gratify, infusing my own gratification.
Eagerly, the people listened and became pupils, content
to follow me for the rest of my days.171
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Smile Like Mine173
If you happen to be born reveal your profoundness.174
Hiding isn’t a good place for you.175
Being born of him makes me confident you176
weren’t raised to destroy me.177
Though not invincible you are tenacious178
And courageous with an armored heart and179
Candied disposition.180
They will serve you well when181
you see the mark men with their bows and arrows.182
You are entrusted with the gift to handle my make up and183
celebrate anyway because you’ve read my184
pages and while filled even spilling over, hidden from plain185
sight, they contain stories of pink rabbits with fuzzy noses.186
Veneers are for those who cannot get around187
them, trading their ability to reason for misery.188
But if you’re out there somewhere,189
then the intelligent man that fathered you is hoping190
You’ve learned his lessons and you recognize your191
blessing is wearing a smile like mine…192
Walking just as I do.193
Author notes
Short Collection of Poetry
