***NEW*** Tout Que J'ai Besion Est Vous 45 ***NEW***

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*Will you marry me now?*2

*no.*3

*what about now?*4

*no.*5

*how about now?*6

*how about no?*7

*why not?*8

*because i dont want to*9

*Because isn't an answer.*10

*It is for me.*11

*Why won't you marry me.*12

*because i don't want to.*13

*Will you marry me now?*14

*no.*15

it was cute when this first started16

now it was just getting annoying17

it was cute18

it really was19

but hearing this over and over again20

day and night21

ove rand over again22

it was monotonus23

and there want any moment when you didn't want to rip off Gerard 's head. 24

*Will you marry me now?*25

*no.*26

*why not?* Gerard's grin was wiped clean off. non exisitant. venito. 27

gone.28

*Because i don't want to.*29

*DAMNIT CASSANDRA I WANT A REAL fu*cking ANSWER. Give me a real honest answer. straight out. no bullsh*it.*30

*Gerard i already told you i don't think i'm ready for it.*31

*what's the worst that could come from it? do you think i'm abusive? you think i'll beat you? if you are. i won't do that. i'm not a physco ba*stard with no nuts. i would never do that.*32

*i never said that.*33

*well you aren't really helping me know what you mean to say.*34

*i just mean that i'm not ready.* but it was obvious that he wasn't listening35

*do you think i'll treat you like a servant?*36

*of course not.* you replied knowing that he made no acknowledgement.37

*But i'd never do that. i want to treat you like my fu*cking queen. not my fu*cking queen. like a queen. I want to be your king. i want us to be happy.*38

*i want us to be happy too.*39

*Don't you love me?*40

*Of course i love you. i'D TAKE A BULLET FOR YOU. I'D EVEN KILL MYSELF..if that meant that you'd have a better life. I'd do anything to make you happy.*41

*then why won't you marry. if you know that'd make me happy and that you'd do anything to make me happy why not?*42

*because i'm not sure if i'm ready for it or not.*43

*i'm going to ask you one last time...will you marry me.*44

you protested with silenece.45

*I need to know soon. tell me if i should give up. i need to know soon. really. because if you don't i'll give up on my own. i'll leave.*46

*I...* you didn't know what to say. 47

you were sad48

you were pissed49

HOW DARE GERARD GIVE YOU A TIME LIMIT!50

Did you really want to deal with that.51

a fu*cking timelimit for everything like i child?52

you stayed quiet. 53

gerard sighed with frustration and then shook his head as if to get an image out of his mind.54

*All i want is to treat you like a queen. What's so wrong about that?*55

he turned and walked to the door. stepping out and then closing the door quietly.56

you sat in silence. your body shaking from the sudden attack. then you answered in a mumble.57

*nothing is wrong about that. i just dont' know if i'm ready.*58