Dear Diary,1
Today my sister was caught smoking at the park and when she got home she quickly hid her cigarettes in the bathroom. I was torn between the usual tell mom or don't. I love my sister most of the time but i don;t want anything bad to ever happen to her and it's scary to think that if she ever gets lung cancer (god forbid) I'd feel so damn guilty thinking I could have done something to stop it. Today I didn't tell but last week when she was doing pot I did because I don't want her to become a junkie my brother went to juvie for drugs and I care about my sister to damn much to let her throw her life a way like that. 2
On another subject my brother he's 17 and it's way to late to save him. He is one bad kid even if I do love him. He's addicted to drugs and sex and I wish that he wouldn't be such a JACKASS. When my mom and him fought last time he flipped her over his back. I was so scared but my mom she was so great she made him move back in with my father who I don't visit because he's a dick!3
About my father.......... he has five kids My brother who is 17 my sister who is 16 and me who is 14. We are from his first marriage. A.J my little 6 year old brother is the product of a whore girlfriend of his. He has full custody of him because the cops suspect her of prosecuting out of her house. My littlest sister is 18 months and is from his second marriage. He married a chick named Jen who is 18. Isn't that a hoot I mean he's 39 he is such an ASS and yet again and again I keep forgiving him for all the stupid stunts he's pulled like not paying child support for 6 months and then paying my poor mom a measly 2 grand god I HATE Him!!!!!!!!!4
My mom is frigging amazing. I love this women so much. She is so kind and sweet and loving I don't know how the hell I would live if it wasn't for her. I tell her most of my problems and in return she unloads on me about my sister, my brother, and my step-dad. You see I have a lot of medical issues but I'll get into that next journal entry.5
Keeping it real,6
Hope7
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I'm going to write entries on this site and instead of critical comments I was hoping for real life adive I'm going to try and keep this as real as possible but I havr a lot of friends on this site (no offense friends) and I don't always want them to know the deepest parts in me so please be understanding thankz for all your help
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I can relate to some of this. If your sister is having trouble, first talk to her about it. Especially for someone so young, nicotine is extremely addictive and cigarettes come with too many dangers to take chances with. If she won't listen to you, you need to talk to your mother.
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Err......... It was good. But you did use a bit of 'unaprropriate language'. but I liked it! Well done!
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Don't just give, up never let anyone do anything bad for them, even if it means them hateing you. But thats just my oppinion!
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Thanks for sharing!
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If you love your sister, try to talk to her and tell her how you feel about what she is doing. Try not to make it a lecture but a concern for her health. Try hanging out with her and showing her that everything's alright without that kind of vice in her life. I have to admit that I have been told that smoking helps to reduce stress and it sounds like there is a lot of stress in your family. I also know that smoking can be addictive and not many people could stop cold turkey so she might need a patch or something and for that, she would have to talk to the doctor. The good thing is that she is still young. I know this lady at work who stopped smoking when she was in her thirties and her lungs and her health are good and she's 50 now! I hope everything is a little better since you first wrote this. Your mom sounds great and it's best to always keep open communication with her. I know that what helped me through the rough times with my (ex)husband and his crazy lifestyle is talking to people that make me feel better. Take care.
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It's never too late to save anyone. Talk to your sister and say that you're worried - it'll probably shake her up bad.
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