Dear Anyone1
I just need somewhere to write my thoughts. It's two in the morning and I can't sleep! I have no idea if insomnia runs in the family, but I can't shut my eyes.2
My mind is not on lust, it hasn't been for a very long while (thank God), but I am a girl and I think about what any girl thinks about. Romance. I'm asking myself where it has all gone and I get no response. It's alright, I don't think I want one.3
Someone as lonely as I am tends to have her mind wander into the feel of romance. What does it feel like to be held by a guy? What does it feel like when a guy knocks on your door and presents you with a single rose just because he wanted to see you today? What does it feel like when a couple fights for no apparent reason and make up about an hour later? What does it feel like to hold hands, have him coddle you, have him chase you around the park, dine with him?4
So many meaningless questions in my head...5
It's kinda weird, but I can relate to all these questions to my religion. Actually, spirituality and the subject of God, Jesus, Mary, The Holy Ghost, All the Angels and Saints in general. I don't doubt the stories or what happened, there are just so many questions hanging over my head.6
I THINK TOO MUCH!!! there. problem solved...NOT! But I do think too much about senseless things.7
"Blessed are those who believe, But Blessed more are those who have not seen and yet believed." Don't ask me the verses, I have no clue at the moment, I don't even know if I have the scripture right.8
I'm so dumb! I just recently left these particular problems to God and they still rob me of my sleep! Which obviously means I never left them to Him to begin with.9
Author notes
Please forgive me. The first two lines should explain everything.
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This story is very interesting and if you do have a planned continuation for this one, I would definitley check it out. Great write.
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Hmm, nice is all I can say and like a story I read before, seems like your not coming back ot check on this one. So keep up the good work wherever you are and until next time,if there will be one,
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Wow, this was actually surprisingly interesting for a rant at 2 am =]
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Well, I can't really tell you what that's like. But I can tell you what it's like to BE that guy, even though I always find myself worrying if I'm good enough for her... blah.
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Lol, this made me laugh, and not a lot does! apart from a few proofreading errors.
I loved how the teen "tone" shines through. Like she is talking to you. Very relatable.The ending i a perfect wrap.
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Don't you just hate doing head miles when all you want to do is fall asleep?!? I concur - I often think of the strangest things when trying to go to sleep.
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Hahaha, I see. I hate having too many thought...bugs the crap out of me. I hate having to stay up and trying to find answers to my questions....it takes to long because I have big questions that can't be answered....lol. Good job here ^.^
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whoo for 3 am thinking. I have had many an earth shattering thought myself.
If I wrote them down and rememberd them, I could probablly have ended world hunger by now
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