Memories

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I keep thinking about it..2

It's like.. You're... Gone..3

I can't move.. I don't even want to.. Everywhere I go.. A memory.. I go the the gym.. I remember all of the basketball games.. How at first we were so far apart.. And we started to love eachother.. I held you for so long.. I never wanted to leave.. And we started to love eachother.. All the good.. The bad.. I can't take it. I go out in front of the school.. I remember.. Holding you while we cried.. Feeling for you so much.. Every time you've ever walked away..4

I can't take it.5

Yesterday I took a walk.. Immediately.. I remember when you were looking for me.. You were crying.. We spent all day together.. Things felt alright for a while.. Then we both started crying.. I could feel you there then.. You were there. I hate watching you hurt.. Watching us fade.. Everyone was there.. You care about me so much.. And we're not even close anymore..6

I can't take it.7

I pass Bi-Mart.. I remember when we were in there.. We actually had some fun.. I put you in the basket.. Remember? It was a great time.. I miss it.8

I keep going.. I come to the road that leads to the park.. We've met there a few times before.. We spent all day there.. You threw snow at me.. Remember? We held eachother.. I tried to show you that I'm yours.. And now we're so far apart.. And I miss you even more.9

It's so hard just to walk now.. I keep looking over beside me.. There's no one.. I can't stop crying.. But I have to keep going.. There's still more to remember.10

I get to the skate park.. I miss you so much.. We used to always meet there.. The night it was us and Cierra.. You and Sara meeting me there a few times.. Even before we went out, I would still hold you.. I didn't want to tell you how I felt.. Somehow, we both knew. Even if it was raining and we got soaked.. I miss it.11

And when I was just getting to know you.. The night we snuck out because you were feeling bad, and I wanted to help.. We stayed out until 4.. Hardly saying a word.. If only I would have said something.12

I turn towards my house.. I don't want to keep going the way I had been.. Past the library, where we've gone a few times.. To your place, where you've said goodbye to me so many times.. I don't want to miss you anymore.13

I finally get to my house... Taking the same way we took.. It feels wrong if I go any other way.. And I keep looking over.. There's no one.. I can't stop crying.. But it's raining, so if anyone cared, they couldn't tell. I just stare at my house.. My family inside.. They look so.. Happy.. Since I left.. Nothing's wrong.. It's all the same to them.. But I don't want to think about that anymore.. I go up the hill, and I come to the little box.. Do you remember? You took one of the flyers and thought it was funny that they misspelled a word.. "Storgage." Yeah.. It was funny.. I just liked being with you.. I miss it.14

After that.. I just sat there on the sidewalk.. Where we did. It's dark and it just rains on me.. I've been gone for a while.. Nobody's called.. Nobody noticed.. Nobody cares.. It's a while before I can even think about going back.. But I have to go back.. If I leave.. All I have are these memories.. And I don't want that.. I want you.. I want.. Us.15

I know I'm far from perfect.. But I love you, Trish.. Even though we're together.. We're apart.. And I need you.. I want.. Us.. I don't want to lose you.. I love you.. And I always will.16

Forever.17

Love,18

Aaron19