Last Day

Every time I wake up and every time I cry1

I can't explain the hatred and pain inside.2

One look you give, it can provide3

the fact that loving you, is one secret I hide.4

You laugh at me when I tell you what's real.5

The truth that my love for you is really what I feel.6

I guess you don't understand the deal.7

That its my own life, or a heartbreaking feel.8

You took my heart, tore it right out.9

Can't describe the loneliness and pain i've felt.10

Just the thought of you not knowing, makes me wanna shout.11

Yet the love we had so long ago makes my heart melt.12

I'll go on, yet another terror filled day I cry13

Not realizing the way the devil got my bad side.14

Not knowing if this is the last day of my pride.15

Or maybe if today will be the last day i'm alive.16

I guess many people have gone through this too.17

but it seems like my life just has something to prove.18

Maybe I can just pack my bags and move...19

that wont solve anything, wont stop me from loving you.20

And even if I do fly away and never return again,21

be sure to remember he thought of me as nothing but a friend.22

And when it comes to love and life with that it does depend.23

Now I'll leave this on my grave so you can know this is...24

the end25