Her world outside her world.

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She's beautiful, most perfect body, luscious curves. Oh, she's got the most gorgeus smile. Everything about her...Beautiful, perfect in every way.2

When she's at school.3

When she's at home...She's crying, alone, spiritless, and faded. Pale, tired looking, underslept. As she holds the blade to her soft snow white skin...She feels her life fade.4

Her world is upside down, instead of right side up. She's happy, but sad. She's healthy, but dying. Crying, but showing a smile. They say beauty is in the eye of the beholder, but her beauty is gone...Long gone.5

She's too weak to keep going, too brittle to move a muscle, too tired to fight back against herself. So, she sits...Weeping, empty, and in fear.6

She fakes it all, the smile, the personality, the faith, the hope. It's all fake, she keeps the reality locked inside her. Away from prying eyes.7

Silence is her life, her parents don't even realize she's still alive. 16 years old, and already half dead. Doesn't even look over the age of 13. 8

The love of her life, they have yet to be together, but she loves him anyways. He doesn't even notice she's alive half the time... Walks by her in the hallways, without even saying hello.9

The phone rings. It's him. The love she follows so... She picks up the phone, answering it in her softest voice, trying not to sound like she's been crying.10

He speaks, asking her to meet him at the park around the block. She hangs up the phone, and gets ready, covering up the look she had. And heads for the front door, and makes her way towards the park.11

She walks through the gate, staring around her looking for a sign of life. When she sees him...Sitting on the swing, staring right at her face. 12

She slowly walks over to him, trying hard not to cry, she stands infront of him, staring into his eyes. 13

He starts to talk, asking why she never talks to him. Replying with only a smirk, he laughs. Then looking at her...He takes her hands and looks at her wrists, spotting the scars and cuts from the pain she tries to take away.14

His eyes start watering... Little does he know the cuts she creates are all because of him...Asking her why she does it... She looks at him, stares deep into his blue eyes, and takes out a shiney silver razor blade. 15

As she keeps her eyes on his, she cuts softly, then deeply into her wrist, feeling the blood run down her arm. Her tears fall, mixing with the blood, as she continues to cut, staring into his eyes...16

He starts crying, feeling the blood and tears fall on him, as she slices her pain away. Slowly she becomes nothing...17

He tries to take the blade away from her, telling her he loves her, and he really wants to work things out...She stares at him.18

Silent, in tears. The blood falling onto his arms, he holds her hand, feeling her shake, he pulls her closer to him in hopes she'll stop ending herself. He kisses her already cold blue lips, and tells her to stop.19

She still cuts, feeling herself fade. Feeling herself die. He feels her shaking, feeling her hands become cold from the loss of blood. She looks down......Holding the blade out infront of her, she motions for him to take it.20

He grabs the blade from her hand, and throws it. Half smiling, he turns to her. Sees her tear struck, he hugs her...Holding her as close as he can, not wanting to say goodbye... She pulls away.21

Staring at him... Staring right into his gorgeus blue eyes. She opens her mouth in attempt to talk... 22

"I Love..."23

She falls onto him, while the blood runs off her arms onto his shirt. 24

He cries her name, only to realize...25

She died for him.26