he was remembering the old days1
when he danced with the woman in the nuns headpiece.2
Both wore black and moon powered silver jewelry.3
straiffing her arms and moving with her.4
touching her and moving back the headpiece.5
moving her hair as she touched his shoulder.6
spinning her and moving as one.7
the scent of her neck and hair.8
her hand reached back on his shoulder.9
her eyes closed as they moved as one.10
and he asked,"so what are you doing later."11
it took a second for her to answer.12
and she said,"I dunno I thought maybe we could hang out or something.13
and he said"oh yeah,definetly"14
"Know any good clubs?"15
This one closes at 3 and I think all the good ones are already closed."16
still dancing and talking about where they might go."17
She said,"how bout we go to your place and watch videos or something."18
He said,"sure we could do that."as they danced and David Bowie blaired.19
He missed her now and he missed the old days.20
But he still loved to dance with beautiful woman.21
and always thought of her when he did.22
Because he felt it when she died.23
he felt it. and now would always find ways to make himself forget.24
he knew where she slept but he would never go there.25
not ever again.'I will see her later when its time."26
because he could still feel27
her when he looked up at night and saw his goddess dressed in stars.28
he closed his eyes and willed himself to forget.29
he willed himself to forget and just kept dancing.30
he danced in the same ways to remember her.31
but kept focused on the woman before him.32
he would sap her strength and drink her energy.33
because thats all he needed from her.she was food.34
he remembered just food.and if she died tired and distracted in a car35
accident."so what,always more food here,always more food.36
its everywhere his food. It made him feel powerful37
it gave him strength to forget.38
she was food and he began to drink to sap her very essence39
until she could only think of him.until he had all of her atttention40
and began to drink her very presence until nothing remained but him.41
until she was in his arms.42
and his to take away into DARKNESS.43
because thats where he belonged now in the DARKNESS.44
where his goddess awaited until it was time for him to join her45
In That DARKNESS and they would drink the stars.46
Until nothing remained but DARKNESS.47
its where they both came from and its where they belonged.48
in the foreverness of the DARKNESS.49
Author notes
someday in some way,I will gladly die
and I will never return.Not here not ever.
