Walking down the endless path of interpretation

The warm june night was coming, she felt the breeze bursh up against her face. the night was unsuallly cold for June. It was the stillness that brought to her the feeling that something deep and inspiring was going to happen. She only 10 years old had the feelings that not many had. She felt the breeze speed up again and slow down and with that she went inside her home and went to bed. The night slowly dirfted to day and the summer had begun, she felt as if this was the time, and yet it wasn't. The summer grew slow and painful with each passing day. For the next couple of years after that night, it all felt a sudden blur thta destroyed her slowly decaying childhood. She felt alone and hopeless with it all. 6 years of nothing and emptiness and pain had brought on her 16th birthday. The solmen promise of tomorrow was begging to fade. The year was about to bring pain and empitness that couldn't be cured till the end, she had no Idea what her story would bring to those who needed. The Summer of her fifteenth year was ending and school wasd about to begging. Bring on the girls with nothing, and the kids with Mustangs, just another year were she would be labeled. Lana just another girl with a face and body. Just another girl with nothing to offer to everyone else. Just endless facts and everythign around. Junior year was aboutr to begin and with it the begining of the end no matter how cliche that sounds.1

It started out on a Wednesday August 25th School starting and me in front of the mirror. Nothing had changed from last year except I had grown up. I went from being a 15 year old loser girl at the end of last year and in 3 months I had "changed into a woman" I guess you could say. But I truly missed being careless and free and not worrying about the wau I looked in anything. I missed being the free chld I was and I wasn't. The world was begiing to chaneg and the fact that i had to barely regisutered with my brain. The endles words of people now surronded the bottom of the stairs. My so called firends had come to pick me up t ogo to school. Soon I would be able to drive. I ran out of my room in my New jeans and t-shirt like I always wore, I purposely I think forgot ot pick up breafast, but I'll never know. Just this endless parade of nothing going through my mind. 2

"HEY LANA" Jackie said as I came through the door, she had been my best freind since i moved here from kindergarden and she was in first grade, She took a liking to me on the first day of school, Pretty soon I got moved up a grade and thats why I was the youngest in my graduation class. She was the one person that understood me...Seprated at birth maybe? I had no clue but she was the best!3

"HEY JACKIES!" I screamed back, I hadn't seen her in 3 months, she had gone to Some summer camp for kids with AIDS in florida while I stayed back here in Blacksburg,South Carolina tkaing care of animals and growing into myself.4

"Wow you sure changed alot ,miss purdie pants!" She exclamed with excitement. Most of the time she didn't comment anyone on their physical appereanca but she did, the trigger in my head was begiing to be moved and I still could not feel what was about to happen.5

"You sure changed alot yourself little miss," I replied cause she had, she had lsot weight and gained muscle she loooked tan and sturdy she looked better than she had EVER. I felt slight drops of sweat coming down on from my forehead it stung were the small I had gotten from falling of my bed in the early morning. 6

"Don't be changing the subject, you know you changed, goodness gracious we gotta get to school and meet up with all y'alls peoples and mine!" She exclaimed as I jumped into her convertable. 7

"Goodness how was everything down in florida?" 8

"Oh the little kids it was all so sad, i felt so bad that i had my health and i dont know it all felt wrong to me, How was your summer down at the shelter?"9

"Oh it was alright never gonna eat anything after that, so gross and eww"  we both laughed knwoing thta would never come to be, or would it.10

We got to school gigling and laugh and I had the urge to pee so bad. 11

"Hey Miss thing I gotta go pee, I'll check you out during 2nd period." I said running of to the bathrroom.12

"Sure thing Miss Purdie pants dont get all that pee stuck up in your bladder" She made sure everyone heard, but I didn't care everyone loved us so it didn't matter.13

I got to the bathroom just in time. The sensation of peeing made my happy it was like releasing stress from within the body. The warm liquid escaped through me and I was done. I had never been pee shy and I was glad because there were about 30 girls all who; perfume smelled like rusty old smelly cheese in the bathroom.14

"Hey Lana," Lacy Kostner came up to me while I washed my hands, slut, label maybe but thats what she was, her hair perfect and yet smelled of dirty old things, she was considred the top cheerleader but this morning she was a mess, how she managed to do that scared me, by 5th period she would be freshly showered, but she wasn't, I guess it doesn't suck to have P.E. first period. 15

"Hey Lace, Hows things with you and trevor" Trevor top guy in Swimming in the state of Carolina, didn't matter, everyone wanted16