xXx For My Friends xXx

xXx For My Friends xXx1

I am sorry for all I have said2

I know you think I was attention seeking3

I wasnt, but cant i do right4

Someone shouts at me for telling them5

Someone shouts at me for not 6

Can I never do right?7

I promise you it will never happen8

But I think you guys need to know9

My reasons for wanting to 10

I now know I couldnt do that to you11

Recently, well today, I tried to 12

And as everything started to fade13

I thought about how much I missed you14

And Natasha was screaming for me to stop15

Can I never do right?16

Its like one constant sound in my head17

You MUST be with her, you've left her alone.18

YOU WANT to hold her, sing to her sweet lullabyes 19

I just want her to talk,she finds it difficult20

She loves to say BOO lol its really cute 21

But every night she has to fade from me22

It is her time to leave again, my time to sleep23

But I never can. 24

Can I never do right?25

Sometimes I just feel like I dont want it to fade26

I dont want her to go, ever. I dont want it to stop.27

In my head, sometimes, I scream at her to come back28

she doesnt29

Can I never do right?30

So sometimes when I want to go,31

what I really want is to keep her close to me32

For once, forever. 33

I need you guys though, and I love you too. 34

So for now, she will just have to fade after a while,35

Each night.36

Sorry xxx But you made me see how much I needed you.37