11/30/051
Its 11:06. Just before acting. Theres a reason no one has ever called me considerate. I'm just not. Adam asked me out, two days ago. I told him, we should still be friends. That decision, those words alone, I know, will lead to my pain later on. I don't want to be his friend. God. I need someone to relate to, too bad I keep on blocking them out.- I really have no choice. Still an hour and fifteen minutes till I'm free of here. Poems? I'll check. Where? My mind of course. Its 11:36 now. Its only been 30 mins. 45 left? 2
Well.3
Its time to stop being Katie4
Time to be an actress.5
[Same person?]6
I contradict myself..7
A lot8
[Katie]9
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Internal battle...
Owh, is this true? Because you're labeling i as journals? I feel bad for that then. The feeling of needing can be so strong and over-powering at times.
I'm with ya! -
sweet. I dig the legitimate conflict here. it's very real and powerful. It's not overly concientious or totally selfish.. it's just human.
and I know the feeling, i really need someone.. but there doesn't seem to be anybody. I don't like anybody ha.
and I do that thing with the poems too. I get bored.. time to bring out the notebook.
great write
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lol.
wats that mena
'applaud'
applaud u, u ass.
lol
jkjk
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