Fate

In the past, and today...1

\"I saw him today.2

He didn't see me. He didn't know me.3

I don't deserve to have a place in his memory."\4

we suffer for our own reasons...5

*"I saw a girl today.6

I wasn't really looking at her. I don't know her.7

But I feel as if we have meet."*8

more and more...9

\"His car, my fault."\10

still...11

*"This girl, my memories..."*12

unsure of ourselves...13

\"The crash I couldn't save him."\14

and so we wallow...15

*"That crash I had, was she there?"*16

in pity...17

\"Why did I try to stop him..."\18

in greif...19

*"Did I know her?"*20

in guilt...21

\"I loved him..."\22

and wonder,23

*"Did I love her..."*24

to afraid...25

\"Why did I yell at him?"\26

to let fate...27

*"Why did she run?"*28

take over...29

\*"Why won't you just give me the answers?!"*\30

and so you blame her...31

\"I don't want to remember..."\32

shun her...33

*"I want to remember."*34

an yet...35

\"He seems happy..."\36

you never want her to go...37

*"I'll never be happy until I know..."*38

because we don't understand...39

\"I have to let him go, even if it kills me."\40

that fate...41

*"It kills me that I don't know who she is..."*42

needs a helping hand...43

\"I love him..."\44

and so she struggles...45

*"I want to know her..."*46

and so we suffer...47

\"I can't go on without you, I end it know."\48

it is a cycle...49

*"I can't live without knowing, it ends now."*50

that we create...51

\*"I do this for you..."*\52

that we dictate...53

\"my love."\54

that we don't understand...55

*"whoever you are."*56

so we say fate is cruel...57

\*"Why does it end this way?"*\58

but in reality...59

-the knife drops, the razor drops-60

we ourselves make it so.61