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You opened your eyes to a sleeping Gerard holding on to you. you kissed him and whispered 'i love you' 1

*I love you so, so much.* he whispered back and opened his eyes. you smiled and he smiled back. you both laid for a few moments when you sat up and flung your legs over the side of the bed.2

*where are you going?* he asked you. while the blankets fell down revealing you in all your beauty. you almost yelled at yourself to get covered up. but you were comfy and didn't care. 3

*To take a shower.* you answered standing there looking at the rock god in all his glory. 4

*Can i come?* he smirked, with a lustful look in his eye.5

*No.* you grinned when you saw his jaw drop and eye bulge out of his head.6

*Why not?* he pouted. you rolled your eyes and explained.7

*10 hours of sweaty, sticky sex, is enough for this cowgirl.* you winked8

*Yeah the cowgirl thing was sexy.... and we didn't have sex, we made love.* he smiled and put his arms behind his head sprawling himself on the bed.9

*Made babies..* you laughed. Gerard laughed then looked at you with all the love and adoration the world could have and whispered.10

*You're beautiful.* you blushed and whispered11

*You're amazing.* he smiled then closed his eyes.12

*you're still not going to let me take a shower with you.* you grinned and came up to kiss him on the cheek.13

*Exactly.* you walked into the bathroom and looked around for the good towels and such. you walked to the shower and turned it on hot and waited a moment before stepping into the warm jets. steam rose from the floor and soothed your aching muscles. 14

Last night was the best night ever. Gerard was so sweet and passionate. he never looked away from your face. and was so gentle and stopped a lot of the time to make sure he wasn't hurting you. of course it hurt a little. but it felt good to. he kept kissing you and telling you that you were beautiful and all me wanted in life. and Tout Que J'ai Besion est Vous. and all the mushy stuff.   and afterwards. he gave you a massage and held you and kissed you and told you everything you meant to him. he had turned to be so romantic. he didn't even fall asleep until after you did. the last thing you saw was his face. and the first thing you saw was his face. and you wouldn't have changed that for anything. he held you all through the night and made sure that you had a lot of blankets. he wanted to make sure that you were comfortable. it was adorable. what he said was right, you both made love. it wasn't just sex.15

*God Gerard...i love you so much.* you said out loud. as you lathered your hair and laughed because you had just randomly talked to yourself. back when you were homeless you talked to yourself all the time. but that was only because you were alone and had no one to talk with.god you really did love Gerard. all the shit you've done. and last night it only proved more how much you loved him. you washed the rest of the soap out of your hair and eyes and turned off the water grabbed one of those highly fluffy white towels and dried off slipping into the white fluffy bath robe and walked into the room were Gerard s till laying the bed with the guys around him gossiping. 16

*Dirty girl you!* Mikey laughed.17

*BOUT FUCKING TIME!* Frankie said. Bob stay silent and Ray whistled. you blushed and got into the bed with Gerard.18

*Ew. Don't touch the bed!* Bob said to Mikey.19

*Yeah Gerard is like a fire hydrant... its all contaminated!!* you laughed making all the guys push their chairs back further from the bed. you all laughed.20

*Well, know you guys like gossip, which one asked how good i was?* You laughed when you saw Bob's face turn red.21

*He, Mikey did.* he answered. making you laugh. Mikey just looked around pretending not to have heard the last few sentences and found that the ceiling was all of a sudden really interesting. then realized that his asthma was working up again so he took a puff of his inhaler. everyone laughed.22

*So when is the baby due?* Ray asked. and your eyes popped out. 23

*What baby?* you and Gerard asked at the same time.24

*Well presuming Gee is really like a busted fire hydrant...* you both started laughing.25