finally woken1
puddles of sunlight2
dot the rippled sheets3
hanging half way4
off the bed.5
I can tell it's no long morning.6
good afternoon7
opening the door8
music sweeps itself inside9
my room10
classical waltz11
mom's usual afternoon noise\included with12
tea and lemon cake.13
You can tell she's spent too much14
time overseas in London.15
prying shorts and a wrinkled 16
t-shirt from the pile under my bed17
I pinch myself to make sure18
that I am not dreaming.19
Alright-20
I know that I am not21
but it seems like it.22
Beethoven's symphony nine23
greets me before mom24
who plants lip stick red kisses25
on both my cheeks26
'Afternoon pillow head,' jokes mom27
I know my hair is a bit28
sloppy but I really could care less.29
turning around30
Zale's sitting there at31
the table, eating a sandwich.32
and he's smiling.33
'Hey you.'34
me grinning like a clown 'Hey.'35
'Nice hair.'36
'Shut up.'37
he laughs.38
Nope. Wasn't dreaming.39
***40
where we want to be41
mom leaves us alone42
to have lunch together.43
We're supposed to be discussing44
matters at hand45
but instead we're46
smiling47
and blushing48
like two people on their49
first date50
nervous51
and excited 52
at the same time53
me leafing through magazines54
him eating55
neither speaking56
Beethoven ends57
and I turn the dial58
to 107.959
boulevard of broken dreams60
singing from the boom box speakers61
Zale mutters62
'I hate that song.'63
and I increase the volume 64
and he frowns.65
I smirk.66
now what?67
we're supposed to be talking68
but we're not.69
early this morning he was serious70
and I was tired71
now we're acting goofy72
throwing Fritos73
we already said sorry74
but I feel like I need to repeat 75
those words again76
'I'm sorry...for not telling you.'77
Zale sighs, pushing his plate aside.78
'It's- okay. I forgive you. I mean-I was mad...79
but...it doesn't matter now. That was then, this is now.80
Let's focus on that. Forget it all the drama.'81
phew!!! 82
He doesn't know how glad83
I am to hear him say that.84
Or maybe he does.85
But jeez, he doesn't know86
how much of a drama queen87
I've been.88
'I want to be here,' he adds ' for you, for the baby.89
This is where I want to be.'90
he looks at me91
desperately.92
'I really want to be here.'93
He's trying to 94
convince me that his 95
words are genuine96
sincere.97
There's no reason to doubt98
that he doesn't.99
'This is where I want you100
to be. Here with me.'101
He smiles102
squeezing my hand103
meaning that everything is104
alright now.105
'I love you.' he says later106
too overwhelmed with joy107
and relief108
I kiss him.109
Author notes
wow...does this seem rushed?? no?? blah what do you guys care!! you just wanted to see them back together 
!!!!! oh here's the song boulevard of broken dreams. I'm pretty sure most of you have heard it but feel free to click on the link to listen to the song I wrote this part to.
babyhang.ionhosting.com/Green%20Day%20-%20Boulevard%20Of%20Broken%20Dreams.mp3
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lol!!!! oh I know that trust me I know. i wrote to say really-well the type of people Denzel's mother stayed with while she was in london listened to beethoven and ate lemon cake. and there is nothing wrong with london at all. it happens to be one of the places i'd like to live-after asia-. I really do not like the states! but lol!!!
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Umm honey?? WTF is wrong with London?? Brit girl here... I mean hey, I live like seven hours away from the Big L but still... we don't all listen to Beethoven and eat lemon drizzle cake for Breakfast darling... heehee. Nah, it doesn't seem rushed.
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LMAO Kat!!!!!
YOU CAN'T SHOOT ME IF I'M BULLET PROOF!!! 
I'm writing more as I'm typing this right now..so chill 
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I'm not sure. I'd rather not try to assume what sex the baby is!!! And you're right, bands can't pay for everything. As for if they'll make it through: Can't tell you that. But if they came together again, I'm sure they'll make it through no matter what.
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amazing
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TIA!!!!! YAY . I luff you!!! THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOW!!! GET THE REST OF IT UP BEFORE I SHOOOT J0000000 SERIOUSLY!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU'RE STARTIN TO GET ON MUH NERVES SISSTERRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LMFAO. so yeah. . HURRRY UP!!!!!!!!!!!!! But great job I luff j00000.
Oh, I talkied to Eric today 
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I actually like that song....the sex of the baby is bugging me tho. Will they make it through. They are only in a bad. Bands can't pay for everything like that.
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EXCELLENT!
Haha! Thank you. Im so happy....is it a boy or girl tho? -
it's almost done. im writing at the computer and rewriting so it's going to take awhile. right now im eating my lunch-while writing -so i'll try to post 31. next week i might conclude the rest of the story if i don't add the rest today!!!! so no it isnt done. grrrr...i have so much to write. sighs...
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yay
YAYAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY lol finally....it isnt done is it??????????????????? AHHHHHHH this is sooooooooooo great tell me when moer is done!! YAYAYAYAAYAYAY
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