Is it to much?

Is it to much to ask for? All Ive wanted for the past year and 11 months is your acceptance I never get it. No matter what I do I'll never be good enough for your son. Yes I know mean things at times that's because I want so bad to tell you how I really feel inside. Like me saying the other day that I don't have a ring on my hand for nothing. Im tired of you telling him other girls are pretty and that he should marry them. I'm so tired of it that because of you Ive thought maybe He's right maybe I'm not good enough. Nope that's all wrong. I'm not letting you walk all over me anymore. That's why I speak up I state my opinion though at times I should really shut up. What ever happened to I'm sorry? What ever happened to if gods really telling you Mary's the one I'll leave you alone. I just want you to know that you have done nothing but hurt me since Ive known you. You've done nothing but make me feel like I'm worthless. Ive given up on you acceptance ever being there. It's almost to the point I don't even want to be around you.I'm so tired of you treating me like trash. You talk about me behind my back and then when confronted you lie about what you say. Now your going into ministry. Well I don't want your prayers if you can't accept me for who I am. I'm sorry if I sound to harsh but this is how I really feel inside. I have to get my feelings out some how. So if you don't have anything nice to say about me then don't say anything at all I'M tired of the mind games! I'M GOING TO MARRY YOUR SON!! So you just need to accept it. Andy's in love with me and your not going to tear it apart. There Ive said everything I need to say.1