When you're in love, you can only have one fear. For me, this is everything... everything falling apart. I'm slowely losing everything. If I lose her, I don't know what else I'll have left... I'll be living an empty life. I can't do that, it's not me.1
My life is slowely deteriorating. My grades are slipping, all too much. My family hates me, and I hate them. I can't even afford to eat lunch anymore, we're so poor... I don't know what I'll do... if I lose her.2
In two days is valentines day. I don't know if I'll even make it past that. Not after what happened last year at least... who knew but a single rose... could cause so much pain.3
When that day comes around, I might leave this world, of my own free will. The knife, the one that hangs from my wall, will become my passage into the next. I won't leave anything behind for those who didn't care for me... maybe then, I might just be noticed by some...4
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amazinly sad, but a wonderful write.... as always *smile* great job... but remember life is difficult, its never easy or else it wouldnt be life, now would it. keep a smile on, it may help if you look at the little things every now and then....
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in deed... eh... i hate myself to much to kill myself... Im not done with my toture yet.
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reach down
be the man
take das boot straps
within your hands
liften up
and straighten ze outten
lifes too short
for pissin' and poutin'
ve haffen no ussen for
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You put up with so much, I love how you show it all here. I think there is no better way to deal with things than to express them in an artistic way.
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