Shem jerked a little, causing the knife to fly out of his hand and onto the floor across the room. He cursed out loud and got up to retrieve it.1
He hated how he had all these muscle/hand/whatever spasms. He bent down to pick it up. The gleam of the steel through the blood stains hypnotized him. It shone so beautifully. 2
He stood back up with the knife and held it to his wrist once again. He sliced downwards with no hessitation or fear. 3
This obviously wasn't the first time he'd done it. It wasn't for suicide, at least not tonight anyway. It was for pleasure and to relieve some stress.4
Some people take walks when they're stressed. Others hit the gym. Some even meditate.5
Shem did things differently. He cut himself while drinking whatever alcohal was in the fridge or occasionally he took acid or cocaine or whatever drug he could get his hands on.6
And it did help...or atleast make him pass out for awhile.7
He watched the blood stream down his arm with the joy of a child in a Toys R' Us. It excited him. It made him happy, to put it simply. 8
He watched the blood drip for awhile longer before he finally decided to lay down. It was enough for tonight. Besides, the cut on his stomach was really starting to burn. He walked over to te couch and sat down.9
He took a swig of burbon and layed down. He closed his eyes and in a few minutes he was asleep. His little epesode was done for tonight.10
Author notes
i don't know...i might continue this. might not. all depends on what i feel like doing....i actually wrote it to releive some stress. i feel better...
oh yeah kiddies....CUTTING IS BAD! IT LEADS TO STUFF....
mockery.....
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Comments
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Nice job. This is very... intersting. lol. Um... I must say, I agree with cutting being bad. I absolutley hate cuttig and the cutters who cut. Kill yourself, damn! Anywho. Great job here.
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wow, luka, nice... i really like this... and you should continue it! hey, is this what shem is like in the comics to? j/w
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OOOh nice story Jess.... I like it lots, you have such a way with writing dark stuff like this even if it is with my lover, Shemmy....fantastic write luv
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Hey jess!!!! I like this but i am sad because i wuv shemmy so you cannot make him always do that! well atleast it ain't jimmy!!!!(that better not have gave you any ideas to hurt the j-man!)bye bye......oh yeah....GOOD JOB!!!!WEE!!!!!
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