Figuring ..

Again, those cresent moon eyes twinkled as he laughed. I had to stare. I slowly moved foward, I wanted to see his eyes do that again, maybe this time I'd be included. 1

I couldn't move fast, didn't want to seem eager. I moved a table up and sat down next to my friends, and a second or so later, he and his eyes were sitting across from me. We talked, and someone wanted to sit down where I was, and I was only too eager to let them, as I moved swiftly to the other side of the table next to him. He tapped my leg and I smiled. 2

The person on my other side wipped out their iPOD and I took it from them and put one ear bud in my ear, his eyes twinkled and I handed him an earbud too. He smiled and I stared, but only for a second. If I had looked longer, he might have figured out something that I didn't want anyone to figure out. I was scared, scared that this wouldn't work. 3

The knowledge in my mind, that I can't ever get out, the knowledge that I can't figure everything out; finnally came in handy to my worries. He can't figure everything out either.4