currently untitled part two

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"Cold as fire2

On an icy streak3

As bright as darkness 4

In shadows of bleak5

Like a smooth cacti6

As rare as they come7

Or an end at the begining8

Thats started when it's done"9

So here we are again.10

It's Monday, 10th of April 2005, 7:24pm.11

Same councelor, wearing his usual suit, asking the same old12

questions over. With his expensive dry cleaning, perfectly ironed clothes, (right down to his socks i must add)his $50 baggage lunch and missing that spare $24,029, because of his yellow Skoda;13

FireWhale alloys 14

Enforced orange tinted windows15

Brass coated wing mirrors16

Fake diamond encrusted gear-stick17

Extra soft padded leather steering wheel18

MP3 surround sound system19

Black highlighted seat belts20

And a leather, brown based, burbury interior21

YUCK!22

He says I have issues!23

This shrapnel of a man, has killed the flow of conversation by simply24

asking straight out;25

"How did you feel when you found your eldest sister?"26

Agony. Confusion. Anger. Regret. Guilt. Sorrow.27

(All symptoms of humanity)28

Silence.29

Echo of a clock30

I'm watching him, watching me, pretending to stare at the clock.31

I hate eye contact.32

Attentively his ears perk, readyed to pounce on my next action,33

to discode, dismantle and analyze it all thoroughly.34

When the room is silent, when the only movement is a clock hand and your diaphram flexing with your lungs,35

(Needing oxygen.....another symptom of humanity)36

raise your hand. When you find your routine relax process, becomes an uncomfortable silence between you and a 6ft scouser/psychologist/chav/husband/father of 4, then escape.37

My chin itches.38

But when you break such stillness, it seems the whole room moves and interacts with your one movement.39

7:37pm40

He sighs41

I itch42

The clock ticks43

Repeat this process every Monday from 7:00pm til 7:40pm.44

It's about as helpful as injecting lard into a morbidly obese, old womans fat, withered arse. Yet just as pleasent.45

"I'm setting you some homework"46

"Oh really?"47

"Yes, I want you to go a week without coffee and make a personal diary"48

"Pass"49

"OK well try cutting your sugar intake by half, then keep a personal diary"50

"Or I could just fully submerge my head in rancid meat sauce, whiles reciting the dates of the births and deaths of every man ever named Geoff"51

"Now I don't think that's necessary"52

"-Chronilogically and excluding nicknames"53

"Do you usually thin-"54

I slice through his words.55

"Do you know who Charles Babbage is?"56

"No I do not, would you like to educate me as to why you mentioned this?"57

"Nope, but it's ridiculous when people ask silly questions isn't it?"58

Ooops.59

"Choose 1 of those two choices, I've decided I need to enforce the seriousness of our weekly sessions."60

What a git.61

Gathering his papers together like a bee and looking down his nose at me.62

He makes me sick to my stomach.63

"Good-night Mr Denby"64

"Good-night Ryan"65

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SNEAK PEAK TO THE NEXT CHAPTER TO LEAVE YOU HANGING!:67

"Spare some change sir? Or some blood?"68