I Think I Need A Cigarette

Okay, so supposed to be a better day, but did that work out? Fuck no, not this time.1

I'll admit it. I'm not over her. I hate to say it, but I'm not. What do you think yesterday was so horrible for me? Well, I talked to Zane, and we talked about some stuff, and how I still care. Yeah, I do, but I care about other people too.2

But fuck man, I'm totally for homosexuality, I mean, come on, just look at me here. But when I heard from credible sources that not only are her and another going out, but fuckin' too, well...3

How does a guy take that? Hey, it could just be a rumor, but...4

Yep, there's no way in hell anythings ever going to happen again....I'm just going to go home and drink.5

This has been the worst week of my life.6

EDIT-7

I've been told that it's not true. It makes it easier to know. And maybe it IS true, but...well, even if it is, I'll still defend her. I hate it when people talk like that. I'll do my part in shooting the rumour down. Unfortunately, it's mainly throughout freshman (i.e. Lauren, (You know, I think I'm DONE with Lauren. She's made me so mad over a short period of time) and people like that), but I'll still do my best.8

Fuck.9

I still love her. 10

I probably just should have told the truth originally, but honestly, I didn't know what the truth was, eh?11

Steven12