black or white, fire 'n' ice

...i closed the door ofthe changing room as i walked into it...i heard some sobbing...and it was surprisingly familiar...oh my gosh!, it was domnica...and around standinng in front of her was patrica...."....u scumbug ....how much do you want to be disgraced...you'd better keep out of the reach of that scumbugging lesbian bullshit, or else..."1

or else what, pat", i found myself nurting with anger," who the hell do you think you are to speak about domni's life, huh?...and now its got above the ledge ...why the hell does it bother you whether i am a bi. or not...why is being a bi. so disgraceful?...why do we have to be treated so....are we aliens or sewerages?....we are godamn just like the rest of you all...i really thought pat, you had no sense at all...remember those times...four to five years back, how they used to tease you, disgrace you....all because you were black....you know what, we shouldnt have helped you then...i just realised that Blacks are disgusting arent they..." 2

..."how the hell do u insult me?....u racist bitch of a scum!"3

"now, now pat....dont go hot...see how u feel when i insult u...so calling u a nigger is an insult, something wrong and not wothwhile..i agree..i completely do...it is wrong, because noone asked to choose to be a black or a white....it isnt ur fault that ur black...and being a black certainly doesnt deppreciate ur worthy...4

...all said and done, look properly pat...we arnt so different...we werent asked to choose our sexuality either....does being a bi mean that i'm a murderer...why am i wrong for u all...think again pat...we arnt aliens....."5

................."harp, ur disgusting cos u ppl play against nature", said some little skirmish....6

"better keep out u slut..." ...pat spoke for me...7

feeling much better..."well...but let me answer miss.speak-out-of-turn's queestion...are we going against nature?....heavenly lords...have u seen animals getting married....have u seen them building factories, polluting the earth and establishing their supremacy...but humans do that...so arnt we against nature at that time?.....and how do u know how nature works....little clumsy, do u think any1 can overthrow mother nature and live unscathed...8

no..the real reason for our state is our weakness...i challenge you to stand up critise elton john for him being gay....he even got married, but that time u werent bothered.....the reality is that just becos we r weak and in minority u feel it ur right to stab...ur just another bully who searches for reasons to fight.."9

i couldn't speak anymore...my heart ached, i was sure by my conscience that the one who spoke wasnt the usual me....10

...as i was about to leave i felt a hand thump my shoulder, and turned to see domnica...but it wasnt domni, it was PAT...i couldnt say more....i coudnt ask for anything more...