Mother Love

In this world there is good1

There is bad2

Like always there is always someone there3

That takes the good away from you4

To make you weaker5

The Bad always wins6

It all started because of me7

I admit it was my fault for my mother's death8

I didn't want her to die9

Nor did my brothers or sister10

I was in my room and my dad and my mom was in the livingroom11

My mom was ironing clothes 12

Dad was watching soccer as usual13

I looked outside my window and watched the kids outside play14

I could never go outside 15

because my dad told me that ugly people aren't to show there faces16

He always told me he did know how he brought a ugly child17

Into this world18

I always believed him, because the way the children stared at me19

A few mintues I herd my parents fighting20

I tend to ignore it because it got boring21

My dad hates mom because she brought an non-blonde into the world22

And so because of that, Big brother told me they lost their love23

And it's because it's my fault for not having blonde hair24

No blue eyes either 25

So my dad beats my mom, and me26

As the fighting got louder I went downstairs and I stared at my parents27

Fighting because of me28

Because I didn't turn out what my father wanted me to be29

I sat down and continued to watch30

Trying not to cry31

Then he saw me, and cursed me32

Then my mother with all the bruises in the world33

She stared at me and I could tell she was in pain34

She cried, and all I could do was stare, no emotions at all35

Too afraid36

My dad took hold of the iron and threatened her37

I slowly walked down the stairs, and over to my mom and looked at her38

She was going to die tonight39

And it will be my fault40

Before I could help her up my dad smacked me to the ground41

Cursed me again and again42

Then dropped the iron on the ground next to my mom43

And she screamed, and I screamed44

And she begged him to stop45

I got up and grabbed him but he pushed me off and got the iron again46

Then stung my mo in the arm with it47

She screamed and I ran up stairs and hid in the closet48

I herd nothing after that49

I walked out shaking and herd bathwater running50

I walked back down stairs and my mom was laying there bleeding51

And I went to her, and I helled her up and she spoke to me52

I cried and then kissed her cheek, forehead, and other cheek53

Then I did what she told me to do54

I shut her eyes and she laid there breathless55

She's gone56

I picked her up and walked to her bedroom and laid her there57

I stayed with her for a few minutes then prayed58

And all I wished to do was to bring her back59

I left the room and shut the dor behind me then walked back to the living room60

I got on my kneese and cleaned up the blood with a rag61

Then I caught my dad at the top of the stair case62

He locked our eyes at another63

Then he walked away and I continued cleaning the floors64

Whe  I finished, I went back to my mom, and I laid with her65

Hoping she would wake up, but never did66

And that's when I realized, she was gone for good67