The Cutter Is Back

*The Cutter Is Back*1

I stand and stair looking at my friends as they enjoy life, then my friend Martin slaps me on the head and says2

*Martin*-Tom your going weird again3

*Tom*-Sorry man4

Today i had a bad feeling that something was going to happen but i didn't know who to and when. I was dragged away with my friends Sammy, Jen and Sarah to go shopping. We went to shop after shop, with me just getting dragged alone. But it was all fun, we were outside HMV and Sammy got me on one knee and she knighted me sir bag holder. That made me laughter.5

As the day went on we went to pizza hut, we all sat down and Jen said6

*Jen*-Guys I'm buying7

*Tom*Sammy*Sarah*-OK Jen ahaha8

We were all having fun the four of us, just talking and laughing around. Sammy even throw cheese in my face, i got her back bugging her hahaha. Jen finished her four peaces first, i came second, Sammy third and Sarah only had three bits so Jen had her other bit. We were waiting for the bill and Jen said9

*Jen*-You guys had fun10

We said yes. Jen was counting her money. When we payed and got out side Jen, Sammy and Sarah had a fag strite away, i just fell in laughter.11

*Sammy*Sarah*Jen*-Whats so funny Tom12

*Tom*-Well the second we got out side you three lit up a fag ahahahah13

*Sammy*-Tom...shut up14

*Tom*-hahahahaha15

As the day went on we were all waiting for the bus, then Sammy started to play around with me by rubbing my leg then she rubbed my dick, i jumped in shock.16

*Tom*-Sammy you know I'm in love with Harriet17

*Sammy*-Was you shocked ahahaha it was only i joke18

Time went on still Sammy had told me she was in love with Martin, i said not another one. But when i got home i went on-line to speck to people and me and Harriet started talking. I tell her what happened even with Sammy, then Harriet starts getting moody.19

*Harriet*-So way don't you go out with her then20

*Tom*-Why would i want that, i love you21

*Harriet*-You don't22

*Tom*-Harriet i have told you a million time and i will again if i have to, i do love you23

*Harriet*-But why24

*Tom*-Why not, your beautiful, smart you got great teeth your the best25

*Harriet*-Well i don't love you, there never was and never will be26

At that point i had all i can take so i blocked her, i then got a phone call from Harriet we talked on the phone and it wasn't any better it was just a fight. So i said27

*Tom*-Harriet what's done is done and that's it, bye28

I said that and it was over, everyone one line started to asked me how are you and Harriet, well i couldn't lie so i told them but that only mad Harriet hate me more.29

I started to cut my arms again, i stopped two years ago but the cutter is back as my msn name said. And my friends blamed Harriet, i just didn't care but after that day, i hit a low. I felt like bunny, but me and Harriet are friends and it's better than nothing. But i still can myself, watching the blood helps30