*\Let me start out by telling you a little about me:1
I have always been a loner, and I don't really care what anyone has to say about me. If you don't like something I do or say.. my attitude is.. just don't pay attention to me. I gave up on world domination a long time ago and my dream since I was 6 was to write a book on me. There is no beginning nor end to this series of hateful, horrifying, and very disrespectful stories about a girl who just doesn't give a shit anymore. There is no way in hell that anyone can bring me down.. because I have been through a lot of pain and I have had my good times.. and I am immune to everything.. So let me tell you my story.2
December 14, 1989 Yea that's right I was born, don't remember much about that day only that it was the first day I saw light.. and the first day I already hated everyone and everything. Let me start off on a little happier note.. 3
December 14, 2001 4
My 12 birthday5
"Knock, Knock" Joe said as he tapped his fingers on my bedroom door. "Its time to get up" 6
"What time is it?" I asked rubbing my eyes and sitting up7
"Its.. umm skin thirty" he said laughing and looking at his wrist.8
"funny ass"I said flopping back down into bed and pulling the covers over my head. Shaking me, he pulled me from bed and and laid down in my spot so I couldn't crawl back into bed. 9
"now get dressed we have to get to school!" he said and closed his eyes like he wasn't going to look.10
"Why do you even bother closing your eyes, I know your going to peek you pervert!" I said, cracking the first smile of the day."well if I cover my eyes I see less and you cant say that there isn't anything that I haven't seen before" he laughed I pulled on my over sized hoody and a pair of ripped up jeans and headed out the door, pulling on my shoes and bag .. 11
"are you coming jack-ass?" I asked and ran down the steps to the bus... with Joe not far behind me..Our fingers locked together as we climbed onto the bus and we sat in the third seat back on the left side, where we always sat. Our bus ride as usual was very loud from everyone yelling except us. Hiding behind Joe and my head phones, I didn't hear the bus driver yelling at me to open my bag. Joe pulled my head phones off and told me to open my bag, looking up I saw a police officer and the bus driver glaring down on me.. 12
"Why?" I asked stunned13
"routine check miss" The officer said and reached out to take my bag.Digging through my things the officer grunted, and handed the bag back to me. "Looks clean. thank you" he said moving on.14
"phew!" I hissed pulling my head phones back on.The bus jolted to a stop at the school and we all climbed off, Joe and I walked hand in hand to our lockers and that would be the last time that I got to see him until the end of the day. 15
"Hey Kid" Jenna screamed running into me and hugging me until I couldn't breath.16
"Hey Jenna" I barely squeezed the words out when another hug hit me from behind17
"Kid" I heard Mary`s booming voice and felt my eardrums were about to burst.18
"Hey hey back off your crushing my bones" I managed to choke out. 19
My eyes shifted to the left, my best friend cowered by his locker blood dripping from his nose. 20
"ahh.. shit.." I said and pushed past Mary and Jenna21
Josh looked up, a small tear floated from his eye and he looked down embarrassed to be crying.22
"what the hell happened?" I asked looking down at him23
"nothing" he said wiping his nose and pulling his books into his arms and standing.24
"what the hell happened Josh?" I yelled at him, knowing he wanted to tell me.. I pretty much already knew.. but it would be easier if he told someone.25
"Nothing okay.. can you not see that I just got my ass kicked.. could you not tell by the f.ucking blood.. I lost okay.."26
his voice lower.. "I'm a fucking loser Kid.." he whispered and ran down the hall..27
"Josh!" I screamed after him.. but he didn't stop.. he never stopped.\* 28
Author notes
chapter one .. enjoy!
Love,
Kid
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