Through the Eyes of Elphie - 12/08

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Here we go with my second entry this week. I decided that I am going to go ahead and get them both over with early on in the week so I can forget about it until therapy. So anywho, today I fell asleep on Fyeria. She played with my hair. It was wonderful. I haven't been so happy in a long time.2

We got out of school early. I hope school isn't canceled tomorrow. I really want to see Fyeria. I really like her. It's the strangest thing . . . we're two completely different people, yet I can see myself fitting perfectly in her arms. I want the whole world to meet her; I want to bring her home with me and say to everyone on the bus, "You see this girl? She's with me." Angie doesn't like her. But lately, I get the feeling that Angie doesn't like me much anymore either. I don't care what she thinks anyway - Fyeria is so wonderful, no one else's opinion matters. I know she likes me. And next time I ask her out, she will not be allowed to say no. I don't care if she's not ready for a relationship, she's gonna get one.3

I really like her. But that goes without saying.4

And speaking of liking people, I am afraid of someone. I am (almost) positive that Ava likes me. And I used to like her too, but now I . . . don't. I mean, she's still my friend. I just don't like her like that anymore. But she has such an up-and-down personality, and she's kinda violent. So I'm afraid that if she doesn't already know that I don't like her, she might hurt me or worse, Fyeria when she finds out. Let's just hope Ava knows how to keep her cool. You know what? If she goes after Fyeria, I will go after her. She will NOT be allowed to hurt her in any way.5

This is Elphie, signing off.6