To my love...

How could you leave me for her? What does she have that I don’t? Right now, the only thing that I can think of is your love.1

Oh, sure, she turned you down. Maybe now you feel some of what you’re putting me through. You claim that you love her - I don’t think you even know what love is. But I’d like to know... why is it that she can make you fall head over heels, yet I can’t even make you stumble?2

It’s funny. You told me that you loved me, and you made me believe that you actually meant it. I guess it’s easy to believe someone when they tell you exactly what you want to hear. You’ve broken my heart, you’ve completely shattered it... but the pieces are always going to belong to you.3

You told me that you’d love me forever. What happened? Did forever end?4

I want so much to regret ever going out with you, so that I wouldn’t be hurting like this. But whenever I think about the time we spent together, and the way you made me feel when I was with you... it makes all the hurting worthwhile. For a short time, you made me feel as though I actually meant something to someone.5

I want to be with you again. But when I am, I want to know that you’re not thinking of her. Is that too much to ask?6

You’re the only one for me. Somewhere deep inside my heart, I know this. I guess I’ll just never be good enough for you. I was so damn stupid to think that someone as incredible as you could ever want somebody like me. Maybe I just wanted to believe it so much, I blinded myself to the truth.7

You think that I’m trying to erase our love from my life, as though none of it mattered at all. But that’s not true. I don’t want to forget. But it hurts to remember.8

One day... one day when you’re alone, and wondering if anybody will ever love you, you will look back to this moment, and you will realize that I did. I loved you, I will always love you, with every fibre of my heart and soul. And when you realize that, that is the day that you will truly regret walking away from me. Someday, you’ll know I was the one for you.9

And when that day comes, I just want you to know that I will be right here waiting for you. I understand the meaning of forever. I’ll never give up on a chance for us. I find it hard to believe that something that feels so right could ever be wrong. You have my heart. I couldn’t give it to anybody else, ever. Even if I wanted to.10