A Suicide Note

Let me make this brief and quick. I hope you shall not find me selfish for my decision. I know that what I am about to do is the right choice, not only for me, but for everyone.1

Please do not think that this was a quick, irrational decision. I have been debating this for months, and the reasons for which I commit this. My reasons are simple and deep. I have lost the trust in myself that is needed to complete any task. I see no future for myself. Emotion and feelings are no longer in existence for me.2

I know that you will be hurt, but I beg of you, forgive and forget me. I've been dead for years. Only my body is alive, and that itself is deteriorating. Please, just let me go. I've never wanted to hurt you, to hurt anyone, but I realize that I must give you this small pinch of pain to save you from the eternity of hell that I'd make you suffer.3

Don't bother 'praying for my soul.' If a hell DOES exist, I've been going there for much longer than I have even begun to contemplate on this decision. If I can suffer her for all eternity to save you, I do so without a second thought.4

Even in this empty shell of a body and heart, you reminded me of the feelings I used to have. I do this for me, for everyone, but mainly for you. I love you, and always will.5

With Undying Love Forever,6

[The name is ineligible. The tears stains washed away the ink.]7