Dear..

Dear self for now,1

Ever since my brother moved in, I've been accused of everything, from stupid small things (like who forgot to take out the trash) to now, tonight... being accused of stealing money. So, I get home from class, needless to say I'm worn out, and I'm greeted at the car... the car for fucks sake by my mom and brother... and they’re pissed... so I'm all ‘whoa.. what's going on?’ and I get the ‘you're living here for free... how the fuck can you steal from us’ crap... and I’m all ‘hold the fuck on.. I didn’t steal crap’ and so... I go upstairs to my room and find all my crap all over the place and look for the money that my cousin sent me... and who would’ve thought? It was gone! Five hundred fuckin dollars that I was saving up for my daughter, for my education for things I NEED... gone... so I go off on them and my brother all high and mighty was all ‘pack your crap and leave..’ and so.. I take my daughter... and leave... I drop her off at my cousins house and go see my dad who by this point already knows the entire story... and to make a long story short by the time I get home everyone knows about it... so my grandma and uncles come over to calm my mom down... and I get a phonecall... its my cousin... he wants to book a flight for me tonight to leave here and go live with him… my uncle told him to hold onto that idea.. it might come in handy soon... So I can’t do it all... not alone anymore... I can’t be mom, deal with this crap on a daily basis, and go to school and manage to do even semi-good on crap... I don't know what I’m about to do.2

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As of tonight though.. Im still staying here.. Ill have to see how easy I can transfer schools..

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  • bewareofcarrots
    June 18, 2006
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    I love you and miss you lots.

  • SexyAngel0418
    November 16, 2005
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    Hey Mal... This is so sad... I'm so sorry this has happenned to you!!! I hope everything gets better!!!

    Hugs,
    Beth

  • TheOnlyAsianCowboy
    November 16, 2005
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    hey mal. i'm sorry to hear what's going on with you. you and i need to hang out before you leave though. since i'm in cali and all. you need something let me know.
    Your buddy,
    Benjamin


  • Yemassee gold member
    November 16, 2005
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    Wow, I'm very sorry. How much school you have to go? I transferred schools and you may only get a portion of your credits. Depends on the courses, time, etc. Transferring is easy, the amount of credits is another story.

    Very sorry about allthe crap. Sounds like most of my life and hopefuully everyone calms down and things can get back to a semblence of normal.

    People are nuts...plain and simple...Someday you will have freedom, look to that day as inspiration.

  • Captain Changa
    November 16, 2005
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    Shit dude. I don't know what to say. If things weren't so crazy here and I wasn't plotting an escape myself, I'd get you up here. What in the world is it about this time of year that makes family turn psychotic?

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