Chapter 31
At Home2
"CAROLINE!!!! GET YOUR ASS BACK HERE!!" I hear my father scream at me as I’m trying to sneak up stairs un-noticed.3
As I walk in the room, I see my father there with yet another beer. "What?" I ask him.4
"Where the Fuck have you been!?" He yells at me even though I’m only 3 feet away.5
His screams pierce my ears like I bullet in the heart. All I want is for him to stop; can’t he see I’m trying to be perfect for him? Why does he get so drunk? Is it my fault? What did I do wrong? Am I really a mistake?6
"Skunk and I went to the arcade to play some battle ship. Your home early." I calmly say back to him.7
"Where’s my dinner!" he yells louder this time.8
"Well its not done, you’re early..." 9
*Whack*10
I feel the sting all over my face, and my tears begin to fall...11
"I...I’m sorry Sir...I’ll go get it now..." I say through sobs trying to catch my breath.12
*Whack* 13
Another sting is felt; my eye hurts.14
"It’s to late now you had your chance damn it! Go get me another fucking beer" He yells at me, he seems to be towering over me; like he’s twenty feet tall.15
"Here." I hand him another bottle of Miller Light, then rush up to my room.16
As I lay here on my bed and the tears leave marks on my pillows. I think about Skunk… What did he have to tell me? How bad was it? Is he mad at me too? Would he ever hit me too?17
I take a box out from under my bed. There’s a picture of Skunk and me, smiling; we were happy. It was taken while we were away at summer camp. I’ll never forget that year; that summer. How we wanted it to last forever. How it seemed to end so soon. I put the picture back and take out a smaller box. I open it. Inside this box are razors, knives and pins; and some rubbing alcohol. I pick up the knife… 18
How easy would it be to end it all today? What difference does it make? I’m already dead. I’m a body walking around with a soul half alive. Only thing I look forward to in life, is the day my name is in the obituaries.19
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thank you very much for the comment Kukana
with lots of love,
~Turtle -
I sit here with tears streaming from my cheeks... I am so sorry...
You did though write this very well... I sit here broken hearted...
S~
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thank you..
~Turtle -
hey red your story up till here, pretty good
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thank you once again for the comment.. ill let u know if i add more.. i might add more tonight im not sure tho.. but there wont be to many more parts to this..
& ~Turtle
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OMG............. WOW............ speechless. but i eman this is great... YOU GOTTA KEEP GOING!!!!!!!!!!!!! plz updsate me on dis. thank ya
*Kim*
great story
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NO YOU WILL WRITE NO MATTER WHAT!! especially this sotry ITS AWEOSME!!!!!!
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lmao...love you to pinky!!! now i can be done thinking about that for another 3 months
lol
~Toto -
SADNESS LOVE YOU!!!!!!!
YOu no go bubi....Cause NO! ok good no bubi for you
love you toto
-Pinky
ps i gonna fix this one too you know i dont liek msitakes in your stories but in mine its ok lmao
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