The Thought (the break-up chap 2)

As I looked down at blackberry pearl wondering if I should text her...my sister.....I haven't spoke to her since my 21st birthday. Im now 27...wow 6 years who would of thought you could just cut someone out your life that?1

I then had the thought.....the thought what would hopefully turn my life around I just simple text her.2

Cole 3

It's Abz I'm leaving Mark tonight I need a place to stay 4

please5

Abbie x x6

And thats when I heard Mark charging into our....I mean his flat now.7

"ABBIE where the hell are you?" he shouted at me like I was the one who had cheated on him.8

I came out our bedroom with my blue jeans and just a white plain top on with my eyeliner and mascara running "how dare you shout at me like that, like i'm the one in the wrong" I told with through gritted teeth.9

"Abbie look it was a mistake, I love you babe" he came over to hug me, I couldn't stand have him being near me. I walked away from him to our fireplace.10

"I'm no longer your "babe" i'm nothing to you now mark...just a ex" I said trying to hold back my wet tears, I could feel trying to escape my eyes.11

"well ok then...if you want this to be over" 12

My anger just bubbled over me and I screamed "HOW THE HELL DID YOU THINK THAT MARK. I love you that's what I don't understand I LOVE YOU and i thought you loved me to" I turned my face away from him so he couldn't see the tears now escaping my eyes. 13

"I do love you"14

For what came over me I don't know I grabbed the glass vase off the fireplace and threw it at him and it missed him by inches and smashed into the wall.15

"You really shouldn't of done that Abbie" and the next thing I knew was his hands around my throat choking me.16