Un loved, and hated completely...

Sitting on her bed, sobbing, to the rythm of the booming of her stereo. Screaming so loud, but still not hear. Not believeing what happened, she thinks back to whats just happened, opening a message from him. The dreaded words. "im sorry, but we cant be together any more." thinking back tothis she screams into her body pillow, wishing that it hadnt have happened. She loved him, with everything she had, he took her only slive of innocence away. She gave that to him and he didnt care. His name is thomas. He killed her feeling, and her heart, she was just fully mended. He didnt care, she ripped her heart inot a thousand pieces and threw it in her face like confetti. 1

Rembemering that first night, sitting in his truck, him smoking a cigarette, the light blue lights dimly shining on their skin, laughing and talking, getting into simple tickle fights, smiling and laughing more when her fingers jabbed inot his sides and he nearly climbed up the walls of the truck, then laying 2

her head back on the seat, his head nearing closer, she knew this was it, he would kiss her. His lips delicaley decended upon her own, sending a jolt of life into her body, biting her lip, they continued to kiss, his tongue gently pulling at hers, jolting it to life, her own tongue responded, it plays and danced with his, the most perfect first kiss that had ever been created.3

Thinking back, she wanted to hit something, laying there on her bed, tears steaming donw her face and her makeup completely smeared along her cheeks like a zebras stripes, screaming to the invisable person.. 4

Going back to dream land, she remembers the night they spent together, she was on his bed, laying there cautiously, thinking that this would be the night, she wanted him to be her first. He had other intentions.5

Will be continued soon....