Stupid Sarah.

Look at yourself Sarah..1

no... don't just walk past the mirror as if you're busy on some non-existent errand...2

look up.3

...That's better...4

Now you're looking at your hair, face, stomach, legs...5

What do you see Sarah??...6

...Oily, messy, mud-coloured hair. You're sooooo lazy, you can't even go and get it cut. You may as well walk into the bathroom and hang yourself with it... you know its long enough...7

Your face, DEFINITELY nothing good here. Your chubby cheeks and fat lips, pudgy nose and hairy eyebrows... when you smile everyone must feel like running... with your crooked teeth and un-even dimples..8

do you know what the worst part is...?9

Your eyes. Your muddy-green eyes.. always squinting, like its all too bright.10

always cruel... Offensive..11

And you're 'proud' of your eyes.. Those things wouldn't even be able to attract a dog, let alone another human being.12

You should just stab them out, it'd look better.13

What are you looking at now Sarah?..14

Oh yes, your chest and stomach.15

...your very FLAT chest that is...16

And your stomach, you could sink a boat with the size of it, I'm surprised there's any water left in the pool when you jump in, the same goes for those for those giant collection of boulders you call your hips and butt, case CLOSED.17

Maybe you should go attach yourself to a boat and be the anchor, goodness knows your heavy enough to be one..18

Now you're looking at your legs.. quite a lot to point out here. Such as how incredibly hairy they are, always, no matter what, they're hairy. Seriously Sarah, you have NO self-dignity.. 19

Your thighs are worse.. Hiding that little ...secret... of yours, yes Sarah, I'm talking about the scars.. the scars that are pretty much permanent now.20

Good on ya Sarah, lets walk around with big, ugly red lines on our VERY large blobs of fat, known as thighs. And in this case you have absolutely NO one to blame, those things were done by your own ugly hands... no one else's...21

Next time, press harder, you might actually hit a vein and bleed to death then.22

But come on now. Not everything is physical.23

At least, that's what you tell yourself to make yourself feel better as you continue past the mirror. (don't worry, when you go back past it again, we'll do it all over again. )24

But just because you've walked past the mirror doesn't mean25

You think your 'intelligence' is a good thing? All it brings you is pain. You get an A, you get payed-out... You don't get an A, you get payed-out even more.. not to mention all those questions your parents shoot at you... but lets not go there, I'll save that for another time.26

But seriously Sarah, why do you bother? You're abusive to your friends, Un-wanted and forgotten piece of trash not worth the energy to step over to everyone else.. You have never and you WILL never fit in. You make HUNDREDS of mistakes, stressing and burdening every one else.27

Stop living in the past Sarah. Toowoomba's gone, your best friend, Chloe's gone.. she's moved on, now its your turn. All that's left now is the pain...28

ONE slit of the wrist,29

ONE tug of a rope,30

ONE pain killer extra...31

That's all it takes Sarah, no one wants you any way, they never include you, they always forget you...32

Want to make the world a better place Sarah???33

Then leave it.34