Dear Journal

This was officially the most embarrassing day of my life! I have liked Raul for a long time now since the beginning of this school year. So I figured it would be ok to talk to him right? WRONG! 1

He asked me if he could walk me to science class since we were both in that class together after English which we were in together. 2

I of course said yes, like an idiot because I didn't happen to think of my bad luck. You know those double doors that have the bar in the middle thats really really hard? Well he held the door open for me and other students were coming out the other side. I was looking at him side ways and talking to him. I didn't even pause in my stride as I walked right into the pole and feel backwards on my butt. I did the only thing I could do laugh. He just stared at me for a moment before laughing with me. He helped me up and we went to class. After it ended we walked to lunch together. It had been raining for two days straight and we had to walk through mud to get to the cafeteria. It was down hill. I slipped. Landed on my tush again. My bottom was still sore from falling on concrete! Not to mention I had a headache and a bruise on the side of my face that was throbbing like I had stubbed my toe, you know how your toe hurts really bad after running into something toe first, yea that ten times over!3

I just sat there covered in muddy water because I happened to land in a mud puddle! I was wearing WHITE! 4

He stood there and laughed. I started laughing with him, couldn't help it...then I farted from laughing so hard. We both couldn't stop laughing after that. He helped me up and lunch was almost over. On our way to the cafeteria to get some kind of food to eat before class began he actually asked me out! 5

I couldn't believe it! 6

I was still embarrassed but also very happy!