inside me

I am walking in this undiscovered to be hellish place. i look around and see the red tinted caverns. In the distance i can hear a slow dripping. From some unknown leak. i continue on without a hint as to where i am going. So cold, my jacket only seems to insulate this chill. i continue on through the twists and turns. Further and further into the blackness. i start to smell rotting meat. and the temperature drops dramaticly. A huge opening surrounds me. i look up and see a gigantic blue mass. it beats. vains are all around. red pumping everywhere.. blood. how could so much red be being pumped by this thing and yet it remains blue. i walk closer. and realize that this thing is the scource of the arctic temperature. blue from ice. i try so desperatly to cradle myself for warmth but it only holds it in. i walk around the room slowly and carefully. low groans echo from behind. i turn and am face to face with a horrid sight. a demon. "nice to finaly meet you in person". "who... what are you?" "im the reason your here. You seek my defeat" an epiphany suddenly hit me. ... are you.... ? "yes". then it vanished. before i could even blink it soared through the tunnels and out of sight. i continued on my path. through the twists and turns as usual. i come to another opening. a translucent vainy pulsing mass in this one. but to my suprise. it was black. it seemed caked with char. and then inside of the mass i saw another. a different mass. one that seemed to... infect and live off of the bigger one. it clung to the bigger one like a spider web. another pulse radiated through the cavern. and a plume of smoke jetted out of the mass. i gagged and tried to catch my breath. but to no avail. i fell to the soggy floor and went under. when i awoke. i was in a different place. a bright place. with a bed and wooden walls. my room. my mother comes in and says get up we got to go to the doctor to see about your wheezing. i got up and got in the car. when we arrived they called us back to the last door on the right. and asked me to put a black tarp like thing on my legs and head. while they pushed some buttons and looked at a monitor. they sent me back to the waiting room after they were done. but mother stayed. an hour passed. then mother came out with red, damp eyes. "get in the car son" she said. i have to tell you something. her sobbs turned to wails as she closed her car door. "whats wrong mom?" the x ray son... what about it... im sure its just a cold or something... no... its lung cancer.