Black and White 2 part 2

~Three Days Later~1

That was the most horrible fever I have ever had. And I got my homework from Rachel and Alex. It took me forever. Dimitri was happy to see me and kissed me a thousand times.2

There seemed to be a problem though. It’s like he doesn’t like me anymore. He keeps flirting with Alex it seems. Maybe he doesn’t like me at all. I wonder what I did to make him not like me. I fidgeted and wallowed in my depression.3

A whole day of school went by and I still couldn’t stop thinking about it. I just had to ask. I walked up to him and asked, “Am I annoying?”4

“What?” He crooked his head a little. “You’re not annoying why would you think that?” He asked me. I looked him into the eyes. “It’s nothing never mind. I Have to go sorry. I don’t want to miss the bus.” I faked a smile for him so that it wouldn’t bother him later on. “Ok I love you.” He replied and kissed me. I got on the bus and leaned my head against the window. The noisy children in the background were not helping. What is wrong with me? Is this something a girl usually thinks about when she’s dating? Maybe I’m just insane. My phone rang. I answered. “Hello?” There was nothing said, and then the random person just hung up. “Ok. Creepy.” I said to myself. 5

The next couple of days had kept me worried of what Dimitri was thinking. Maybe he thinks I’m paranoid now and will probably go for some prettier girl than me. I kept saying that to myself. My inner good self was trying to tell me to stop but it was not loud enough to control my bad inner self. Every time Dimitri Texted or called me I asked if I was annoying. It became a bad habit.6

This continued on for a month. And it also seemed as if he liked Alex or Rachel more than me now. I felt abandoned. Maybe I’m just trying to get attention or something. I kept drowning myself in my own self-pity. At some nights I would even cry then call myself a wimp for crying. It was like a cycle of depression.7

Finally winter break came. I called her. “Hey Alex you want to go to the movies with me?” I asked her. “Ya sure. What time?”8

“I was thinking about nine. We can see that Vampire’s Assistant movie. It looks pretty good. Don’t you think so?” I asked her.9

“Ya I’ll come. I’ll tell Rachel.” She told me. “Okay. Bye.” I clicked the end button. I sent a text Dimitri, and told him about our plan. He said yes and he might be a little late. We talked for a little and then told each other good bye.10

When I woke up in the morning the morning glory seemed so freaking bright. It felt like I couldn’t open my eyes. I knew today was going to be a good day though. It has to be. I did the usual take a shower brush my teeth and go to the creek to draw. I did draw some pretty amazing pictures. One was sketching of a fox. It just sat there sniffing around. I guess I was so quiet it didn’t notice me.11

I ran into those guys again today. The shorter one of the two backed away from me. It was pleasing to see the fear on their faces when they saw me. I felt so light on my toes today. I was actually happy and carefree. I feel like I’ve been changing lately. I was beginning to get frantic wanting time to speed up. I just want to get to the movies.12

“Nine is closing near. I should start heading down the movie theatre. It took me about fifteen minutes to get there by bike. El Reno isn’t that big. Once I got there I saw Alex and Rachel waiting outside the movie theatre. “Hello Terra!” Rachel waved.13

We went into the theatre and paid for our movie tickets. We waited silently for the movie to start. “Where’s Dimitri?” Rachel asked. “He said he’ll be a little late.” I informed her.14

“Ok. Well you should warn us when you two start making out during the movie. I don’t want to turn around and see him all over you.” Alex said jokingly. “Ha ha. That’s very funny.” I said sarcastically. I turned around hearing a familiar voice. “Hey Terra.” It was Dimitri. He came up and kissed me. The movie just started with the previews.15

~Later on~16

The movie was really cool and funny. I liked it, besides the times where Dimitri was kissing me for a very long time. I was happy to be able to breathe after. I don’t know what’s going on with him. He kisses me too much in my opinion. I guess I should think about his needs and wants though.17

It was dark outside by time the movie ended. I made it home safely to. I thought it was the best time I had ever had. Until I got a message from Alex saying: “OMG! Terra I’m scared! This guy is following me! I think he’s a stalker! I don’t know what to do! Please come help me!” I quickly ran to my bike and immediately peddled fast and hard. I tried texting Alex while riding. “Where are you?” I sent. “I’m on West Woodsen in the alley. Please hurry!” I speeded up. West Woodsen is only a couple of miles away. I zoomed past teenagers and cars. As soon as I got there I could hear Alex screaming, “No! Stop! Please don’t!” I started to scream out here name. “Alex! Where are you?! Alex! Alex!” I could hear her sobs and cries. I ran to every alley around that street. Finally I saw her and the mysterious stalker. The closer I got the more the tears in my eyes fell. “Alex!” I screamed out. The guy got up and started to run. I jumped over Alex and chased after him.18