Rebound Love

Rebound Love1

"There wasn't enough time. Steve was becoming more and more suspicious with his questions. I don't normally leave the house after 8:00 P. M. except for specific reasons. He knows that, giving me the third degree as if he knows I'm seeing someone else. Maybe I should get up the nerve to tell him something soon before he catches me. Then again, I may not have anymore chances with him if he finds out." 2

Tamil thought to herself, It wasn't my fault. I was coerced". Not really, but she felt as she had a valid reason, so her warped mind told her, at the time. She didn't think she was being heard. Tamil continued to try to reach her boyfriend and let him know how much she was hurt. He wasn't listening. 3

In the vain attempts to get his attention, Tamil began a fling with a guy from work. At first, she paid Omar no attention except to speak. She did so deliberately sweetly, every time she passed him. Tamil caught the glances that bore holes in her from behind as she walked by ever so innocently. 4

Sitting in the lunchroom alone one day, he walked in and sat down to talk with her. She was friendly but she excused herself politely and immediately left the room. She could tell he was really interested in her and she was flattered, but really was trying to avoid it. 5

When the company finally gave him his desk, where do you think it was? Directly in front of her! She would be working and would look up, catching him staring with the most flattering looks on his face. After a couple of weeks, Tamil thought it was pleasurable to have a guy stare at you like you're a lollipop that he wants to wrap his lips around. 6

Gradually, she began returning his advances smiling, big and pretty. He began emailing her, telling her he liked looking at her, having her smile so sweetly at him. Each email led to another more intensifying one. 7

Omar would walk from his office staring at her, almost running into the office furniture. He "finessed" his way out of near accidents. One day she received an email stating how much he was hurting inside. She replied, " A-www, You want me to kiss and make it better". Omar said, "I could use one". 8

So began the plotting of how to meet. They decided inside his car (which had dark windows) during lunch would be the safest to make time for this kiss. The first appointment didn't happen. Way too many prying eyes! The second time they did. Steaming up the windows for about 30 minutes, she enjoyed the attention. The kiss was endless, and it didn't stop there. 9

Omar made her desire to look sexier. Tamil began losing weight and wearing slinky outfits to bed just because she began to feel more sensual and alluring. (There was never a lack of that feeling, just now an increased one). 10

Omar began calling her at night and they would talk to each other, you know what I mean. Their conversations oozed heat and yearning. Until, one night he said, "I'm feeling lonely and I need you!" and before she could stop him, Omar was at her door. 11

Tamil didn't want to open it, she new what would happen if she did. He stood out side as she remained talking through the door telling him he shouldn't be there. 12

He was so innocent looking when he said, "I know, but all I want is my kiss". 13

She opened the door and let him in and she gave him a look of hesitation as repeated, "You really shouldn't be here." 14

Tamil was very scantily clad in a black see through night-gown, with only a thong to hide her bare body. Omar started walking toward her with his arms out stretched reaching for her. 15

"I just want my kiss, he pleaded." 16

He was already close to her lips and she melted into his arms. They started to kiss deep, long, feeling each others bodies heaving and sighing. He began moaning and she, wrapped her arms up around his body as he lifted her and lightly pinned her against the wall. They slowly moved around the room, until landing on the nice plush couch. 17

Omar continued to kiss her as he petted her soft skin. When his hands started to roam to places Tamil knew they shouldn't be, she had to stop. She managed to hold his hands gently away from her most tender spots. Omar was a gentlemen, so he pulled away and smiled. Omar spoke with her a few minutes more before kissing her good night and leaving. 18

On a different night, Tamil was already asleep, when he called giving her some story of how he needed a place to crash. He had been drinking and didn't want to drive the long road home. Tamil was very reluctant, she didn't believe him. When she finally said yes, he assured her that he wasn't trying to run a game. 19

Omar ended up moving very closely to her where she laid and gently turning her in his direction. 20

"I just wanted a good-night kiss!" 21

This led to another hot and steamy night of rolling around all over each other in impassioned kisses. She felt helpless to let him do anything else. Tamil was infatuated and hypnotized by his advances. 22

Tamil told herself, she loved Steve and had already messed up enough. Tormented enough she finally told him what she had done. That was five years ago. Steve was just at the point he had finally stopped bringing it up. 23

Tamil had never cheated on anybody in her life. Hopefully, her first was the last. She did learn "never say never." You just keep a conscious tab of your actions. She knows it wasn't worth the time it took now. She remembers it was hot while it lasted but the guilt brought her back to her senses. 24

Tamil and Omar never went near each other again after that night. They 25

both backed away oddly, besides, he was also still in love with his ex-wife. Omar was still hurting and on the rebound during that time. 26

Tamil thought, I've heard it said, there is nothing like rebound love!, 27

looking back she understood it now. The closest she would get to those smoldering rebound kisses was in that memory. That was enough for her. 28