Love Is A Sin: Chapter Four

Love Is A Sin; Chapter Four: Love is Cruel1

*Next morning*2

Alex arose early before anyone else and at first thought that he was still at home. But, after examining his surroundings, Alex realized that he was inside Kei’s home instead of his own. He saw that Kei was sleeping next to him on the floor.3

“When did I end up on the floor? Did I fall asleep or something? I remember telling Kei about my dream, and then I blacked out after being struck in the head by something sharp,” Alex thought out loud as he stretched his arms above his head and yawned loudly. As was he doing this, he noticed that his button-up pajama top was tighter than before he had fallen unconscious. That and he felt something move up and down around his chest area. “What the…?!” Alex felt around his chest to see what was up and it felt soft and strangely more developed, but not in a good way at least for him. “Huh, b-breasts?!!” He walked quickly over to the standing mirror in Kei’s room and opened his shirt front to double-check his suspicions. And sure enough he did have breasts that were at least a C cup size: “No…no this can’t be right, I’m a guy….A guy…A g…?!!... It’s gone!!” Alex let out an ear-piercing girlish shriek when he saw that he was indeed a girl. Kei’s eyes shot open and he sat up quickly to find Alex sitting in front of the mirror with a look of absolute horror on his face and his arms wrapped around his chest.4

“Alex, are you okay?” Kei stood up and started walking towards Alex, who tried to say, in his normal guy voice that he was alright, but it came out in a girl’s voice. This was nothing new to Kei because Alex’s voice would naturally go higher when he was nervous. “Alex is something wrong?” Alex rapidly shook his head and his face turned a deep crimson while his pajama top slipped the rest of the way off revealing his newly-formed breasts. Kei blinked once and then rubbed his eyes to see if he was mistaken, which he was not in the least bit; Alex was now a full-fledged girl with breasts and everything. “…Oh my, no wonder you screamed like that,” Kei said as a thin trickle of blood leaked from his nose. It’s not like it was the first time Kei had seen a half-naked girl before, thanks to Jayce’s “teaching” but, the real thing is way different from just an image. Kei wondered if the breasts were as soft as Jayce said they were and was eager to hear the noises Alex might make if he touched one. Hesitantly Kei reached out his hand and gently brushed it over Alex’s right breast, causing Alex to gasp and moan slightly. Kei felt him becoming “excited” and could not seem to stop touching the soft, voluptuous breasts. Alex moaned and arched into Kei as he rubbed his thumb over the nipple, making it hard and pointed. 5

“K-Kei, please don’t stop,” Alex begged, wrapping ‘her’ arms around Kei’s waist, never wanting to let go. Kei kept stroking until a door slammed in his house bringing him sharply back to reality. Realizing what he had just been doing, Kei gently pushed Alex away whose eyes were still glazed over with desire. “Kei…,” she mumbled, shaking her head to clear it and then the reality of what had happened dawned on her: “I really am a girl…I was just aroused, by you Kei…Heh, heh, how pathetic huh?” Alex’s face looked downcast as if there was no hope left for her in this world. Kei shook his head and flicked Alex in the forehead: “It’s not your fault Alex and we will find a way to get through this, however long this lasts…Hey, look on the bright side, at least now no one can call you gay.” Alex nodded her head at that: “True, but now I have to wear the girl’s uniform again,” she stated with a heavy sigh.6

“Well at least things can’t get any worse,” Kei said, hoping that he was right.7

*Later at school*8

Since her mom had a spare girl’s uniform in Alex’s size, obtaining one was as easy as one, two, three and she used the alias Alexandra Aiyashi, posing as Alexander’s cousin. Kei walked with Alex through the school, reinforcing her story. Tsukasu spotted Kei walking with this cute new girl and went over to “investigate”. He walks behind them for a bit and then suddenly calls out: “Wow, did one already?!” Kei and Alex both jumped when they heard this. Kei turns around, his face very red and responds: “Tsukasu will you please stop saying things like that out loud!!”9

“Why, am I right,” Tsukasu asked, snickering. “I bet I am, you’ve finally become a man Kei. Way to go!!” Kei sighed and retaliated with: “Tsukasu why must you always do this?”10

“Cause I just love to tease you, Kei,” Tsukasu answered, giving Kei a noogie. Kei and Tsukasu continued their little argument, which faded into the background as Alex walked away from them. She was intending to just go to class with a note explaining ‘his’ absence; aka a sick leave note. Alex was not looking where she was going and accidently bumped into someone. She looked up to see who it was and saw a very handsome young man with slightly-long, smooth black hair and deep amber-colored eyes. Alex recognized this person as Kei’s adopted older brother Jayce. 11

“Well well, looks like my experiment was a success,” Jayce mused, smiling down at Alex. Alex cocked her head at Jayce questioningly: “What experiment,” she asked. Jayce chuckled and ruffled her hair: “How do you think you turned into a girl in the first place?” Alex pondered the question for a bit before answering: “I thought that my feminine genes had finally taken over.” Jayce knelt down and pressed his forehead against hers: “A probable explanation, but not correct,” he teased. Alex stuck her lower lip out in a pout: “Then you tell me since you’re so smart,” she huffed. Jayce backed Alex into the supply closet and locked the door behind them: “Oh I’m sure you’ll figure it out soon,” he purred, feeling up her breasts.12

“Aaah…Jayce…what…are…you…doing,” Alex moaned as Jayce continued to feel her up. He used his thumb to make her nipples nice and hard.13

“You’ve got a fine set here Alex; let’s see if they’re ready.” Jayce undid Alex’s top while continuing to pleasure her. He took her bra off with his teeth and then took her nipple into his mouth. Alex bit her lip to fight back the moan that was trying to escape from her mouth. “Oh they’re ready alright.” Jayce started to head south along Alex’s body leaving hot, fiery kisses on her skin. Alex’s back arched and her whole body shivered from the intense heat and passion. Her mind was clouded, but her body was still able to react on instinct to each hot touch. Jayce stripped her skirt off and removed her panties using only his teeth. It wasn’t until he stuck his finger into her that Alex really cried out. “You like that, huh? Well the best part is still to come.” Jayce gave Alex one more “mouth-to-body inspection before preparing himself to enter her. “This is it. Here I come, ready or not,” he teased. But before he could fully penetrate her, Jayce was interrupted by someone who had kicked the door in. That ‘someone’ turned out to be an enraged Kei. “Damn it Kei, I almost had her,” Jayce cursed while Kei glared at his brother, his shoulders shaking with fury. Alex sat up and looked at Kei through his passion-driven daze. The door was hanging from its hinges while Kei stood in the doorway waiting for Jayce to get his clothes back on. “I was so close and you just had to interrupt didn’t yah?!” Kei ignored his brother’s complaints and continued to stare Jayce down until he had his clothes all the way back on. Then Kei motioned for Jayce to follow him; Jayce complied and followed after his brother while Alex watched. Once they had left, it took Alex a few minutes to realize what had happened. She picked up her clothes and quickly put them back on as the heat started to rise to her cheeks, making them turn a bright red color. Glancing out into the hall to make sure that the coast was clear, Alex hurried out of the supply closet and headed to class. 14

“I’ve never been more embarrassed in my entire life and in front of Kei of all people….Just kill me now….,” Alex moaned in despair as she walked with her head down in shame. 15

“It’s only to be expected, you’re a girl now, so get over it,” said a feminine-sounding voice from inside Alex’s head. Alex looked around to see if anyone had spoken to her, but alas she was all alone in the halls: “Who said that,” she asked. “I did, your newly-developed feminine side or separate personality,” the voice responded with a giggle.16

“Feminine side?...What are you talking about?!” The voice seemed to sigh before answering: “Never mind that, the point is your body belongs to me now. So I’ll be in control until you return back to your original freak-of-nature-form,” the voice answered bluntly. Alex wondered what the voice had meant until she found that her body was moving on its own. 17

“What the hell,” she tried to say, but her mouth would not form the words nor would her voice work. 18

“Struggle all you want; this body is mine now!! Muahahahaha,” the voice laughed from Alex’s mouth. She strode down the hallway while Alex watched; helpless inside her own body. Alexis (we’ll call her) knew exactly where she wanted to go. While on the way to her destination, she passed by the boy’s bathroom when the door was being opened and caught bits and pieces of Kei chewing Jayce out. Alexis couldn’t really follow the conversation, but this is the small part she did understand: “I had a feeling that the vaccine was only for your own gratification! I still cannot believe you! You’ve been like this ever since dad left after mom’s funeral!! Do you merely toy with others because you’re afraid of being abandoned again,” Kei shouted at his brother.19

“You’re just pissed because I tried to do your friend! And maybe I did do the experiment for my own amusement. What’s so wrong about that...Besides I think Alex was enjoying every minute of it,” was Jayce’s response to Kei’s interrogation. Kei struck Jayce in the face with his fist as his answer. Alexis could not stand to see Jayce and Kei fight like that, so she stepped in between them: “Hey guys don’t fight! Fighting never solved anything,” she exclaimed, trying to push Jayce and Kei apart. This attempt was met with little success as Kei pushed her aside and went after his brother. Jayce casually moved to the side, avoiding Kei’s attack and walked out of the bathroom.20

“I’d love to play with you some more Kei, but I wouldn’t want to cut into your school time. Be seeing yah, “Jayce drawled out as he exited the school. Kei’s face was still red with fury even though the target of his rage has left. Alexis was at a loss for words until a dark shadow fell over her from behind.21

“The fuck is a girl doin’ here?!”Alexis turned around to see a very tall, very handsome boy with caramel-brown hair and deep violet eyes. She immediately identified this menacing-looking boy to be Shuto Miyazaki; the same boy who had visited Alex’s house last night. Kei snapped out of his blinding fury and stared at Shuto.22

“Uh…Shuto-kun, right, I didn’t know you went to our school as well,” Kei blabbered on, giving Alexis time to escape. Alexis exited the bathroom and waited outside for Shuto. It wasn’t until the first bell rang that Kei and Shuto came out. 23

“Excellent timing you two Kei go on to class ahead; I’ll catch up,” Alexis said with a smile.24

“Alex are you feeling okay,” Kei asked her with some concern. Alexis stood on her tiptoes and whispered in Kei’s ear: “Alex is incapacitated at the moment, he’s unable to talk to you and I’m not going to let him either.” Before Kei could say anything Alexis had dragged Shuto away and was engaged in a conversation with him. 25

“What in the hell do you want,” Shuto growled. Alexis smiled: “I want you to take me on a date after school. And I….get to pick the place,” she told Shuto as if they were already dating.26

“Excuse me?!!”27

“Do I have to repeat myself?! Take me on a date or I won’t leave you alone!!” Shuto narrowed his violet eyes; he could not believe the nerve of his girl. Who did she think she was: “No.”28

“Oh Shu-kun you’re sooo mean,” Alexis whined.29

“Who the hell are you calling Shu-kun,” Shuto growled, seriously getting irritated by this girl. 30

“Why you, Shu-kun,” she replied, stroking Shuto’s muscular arm. Shuto sighed, but was forced to give in; this girl was just too persistent: “Fine but on one condition; afterwards you…whoever the hell you are will leave me alone! Understood?!!” 31

“Hai, Shu-kun and my name is Alexis. I look forward to our date!!” Alexis jumped up, since Shuto was so tall, and planted a kiss on his cheek. Shuto blinked and then blushed slightly. “See yah later, Shu-kun!!” Alexis waved at him and then skipped back over to where Kei was. Kei didn’t know what to say to her and was thoroughly confused by what had transpired between her and Shuto.32

“Why….How…What….Haeh,” was all he managed to say to her. Alexis stared at Kei: “Did you honestly think that I was into doormats like you Kei? No, I’ve always preferred the angst bad boys! I only became ‘intimate’ with you because of Leo’s death, not because I fell for you,” she sneered at Kei. Kei continued to stare dumbstruck at Alexis: “You’re not Alex are you?”33

“Took you long enough, but no I’m his long-buried inner feminine self. I’ve finally been freed and plan to milk it for all it’s worth.” Alex was telling Kei all this as she walked with him to class. But she wasn’t paying attention to her surroundings and smacked into someone. “Ow….Hey, watch where you’re go…in!” Alexis’s sentence was suddenly caught off when the person whom she had bumped into grabbed her by the throat and slammed her against the wall. “Hey, what’s the big deal, what’re you trying to p…?!” Alexis wasn’t able to finish because her attacker had closed their hand around her windpipe: “Noisy, annoying girl…..Maybe I should kill her and splatter her blood across the wall..,” the person mumbled in a manic tone of voice. Kei immediately tried to pull the person, a boy, away from Alexis. The boy easily held Kei back with one hand and kept his light-pink eyes on the slowly-suffocating Alexis. Just when things looked bleak; Shuto came out of nowhere, grabbed the boy’s white-blonde hair and yanked him backwards. The boy released Alexis from his death grip and turned to confront Shuto. Alexis coughed and sputtered, trying to get her breath back.34

“Soshi do you always have to kill someone over something stupid,” Shuto asked, referring to the blonde-haired boy. 35

“Why do you care if I kill someone or not? It’s none of your concern,” Soshi responded, pushing up his glasses.36

“It is too my concern when you come home drunk every other night,” Shuto snapped in reply, his patience already worn thin. Soshi smirked: “And your point, at least I don’t come home dripping in gore and can dispose of my victims properly,” he sneered, giving Shuto a haughty look. Shuto narrowed his eyes at Soshi: “Not my fault those wimps bleed so easily and refuse to die. But you seriously need to see a therapist or someone; this is getting way out of hand,” he said, with concern in his violet eyes. 37

“Hah, you think those ‘know-it-all’ crackpots can really help me….Try again…Not even the best of the best could cure me…..The only one who understood me was her….But, she’s gone,” Soshi replied with a crazed look in his eyes. He turned away from Shuto towards Alexis. “Sorry about almost strangling you earlier. I was diagnosed as ‘mentally unstable’ so I don’t always have control of my actions,” he said to her as a reassurance that he wouldn’t try to kill her again. “Well, later Shuto….I’ll be home late so just leave the door unlocked for me.” With that said Soshi headed down the hall and then turned and walked into his class.38

“Damn it all, ever since that Nana died, he’s just been getting worse and worse,” Shuto muttered under his breath. Kei and Alexis looked at each other and then quickly walked to class without a word to Shuto. 39

“My wasn’t that an interesting scene,” said a velvet voice from behind Shuto. Shuto almost jumped right out of his skin because the voice sounded like the grim reaper. 40

“The hell do you think you’re doing,” Shuto exclaimed and turned around. The voice had come from a tall, thin boy with straight-black hair and icy-blue eyes that seemed to bore into your very soul: “Sorry did I scare you that much,” the boy said with a smile. Shuto twitched: “Fuck no…You just….startled me, that’s all,” he angrily muttered the last bit. The boy chuckled: “Startled you….or maybe you’re just too adorably stubborn to admit that I did scare you,” he replied, taking Shuto’s chin in his hands. Shuto swatted his hands away and backed up against the wall; ready to draw his twin revolvers at any moment.41

“You look just like a cornered animal,” the boy said with an evil smile.42

“Stay the hell away from me,” Shuto barked at the boy; his hairs standing on end much like a wolf’s fur. The boy watched Shuto and then said: “I have no interest in the likes of you. Your friend, however, intrigues me. And…I want him.” Shuto could feel his knees shaking and found it hard to respond at first: “Y-you want him….You can…have him,” he managed to say with reluctance. 43

“Sounds like he means more to you than just a friend,” the boy said in a death-like whisper. Shuto snorted at the suggestion; like anyone could see anything in that ‘mental case’. The boy smiled at Shuto’s obvious denial of intimacy with Soshi. 44

“We’re just really good friends…Nothing more, like that sick suggestion of yours,” Shuto replied, with a look on his face like he wanted to hurl at the mere thought of being intimate with Soshi. He breathed a small sigh of relief when the bell rang. Before he walked away, Shuto turned towards the boy and said: “If you want to find Soshi tonight….(Throws a piece of crumpled) Here’s a list of his usual hangouts.” The boy caught the crumpled paper: “Thanks you…By the way my name is Satoru, Satoru Shinoru….See you later, Shuto.” Satoru strolled down the hall to class, but seemed to be gliding across the floor. 45

“Whoever knew a creepy guy like that could exist,” Shuto mumbled to himself, shivering slightly. The rest of the day passed without much event. After the final bell rang and everyone was going home; Alexis waited outside of the school for Shuto. Kei and Tsukasu stayed with her as an ‘extra precaution’ as Kei had put it. 46

“This isn’t necessary,” she protested. “You’re acting like my dad on the night he caught me and Leo making out.” Kei glanced down at Alexis out of the corner of his eye: “I don’t care how much you complain; I’m not letting you go on this date alone.” Alexis stamped her foot impatiently and glared at Kei. By now Tsukasu had been informed about the Alexis/Alex split personality situation going on and was playing along for amusement. He snickered; enjoying their little spat: “What are you her father now,” he chortled. Kei narrowed his eyes and gave Tsukasu a ‘back or I’ll bite you’ look. Tsukasu’s eyes widened; Kei seemed really infuriated about the situation. And, for the first time, Tsukasu had nothing to say in response. Alexis noticed Tsukasu’s out of character silence: “Tsu-kun, what’s wrong….Hello….Tsukasu?” Alexis looked back at Kei after failing to force a response from Tsukasu. “What did you do to him,” she demanded. When Kei didn’t answer her, Alexis tried egging him on instead. “You know what….You’re just jealous because I favor Shu-kun over you….Isn’t that right Kei-san?” Alexis stroked Kei’s chin to tease him. Instead of blushing and shying away from her, Kei grabbed Alexis by her shoulders with both hands and started shaking her back and forth. “Ouch…That hurts….Let g…,” Alexis cried out, but Kei interrupted her: “Why did you come out….Why are you here……WHAT HAVE YOU DONE WITH ALEX,” he demanded, continuing to shake her furiously. Alexis laughed at Kei’s interrogation attempts.47

“Who said that I did anything with him…,” she said with a sneer and then closed her eyes, which then snapped open as Alex temporarily came back: “Ow…Kei what are you doing…..That hurts….Let go,” she cried out in pain. Kei released Alex quickly. Alex rubbed his throbbing shoulders and looked up at Kei. “What happened…..and why were you shaking me back and forth like that?” The anger faded in Kei’s eyes to be replaced by a softened and relieved look.48

“Glad you’re back to normal, Alex,” Kei said as he suddenly hugged Alex to his chest.49

“K-Kei?!” Alex blushed, feeling tempted to hug him back. “Kei why are you hugging me like that,” Alex asked, a huge sweat drop appeared on his head. Alex could feel his ‘chest’ start to tighten and press into Kei. Kei felt this as well as his own stirring sensations. Tsukasu was merely watching from the sidelines; very amused by this ‘suggestive scene before him. 50

“Dude….Why don’t you just do her and get it over with?”51

“Excuse me,” asked Shuto, who had been looming behind Tsukasu for quite awhile. Upon seeing Shuto, Alexis quickly regained control of Alex’s body: “About time you arrived,” she complained. Shuto shrugged and muttered something that sounded like an apology. “That’s okay, Shu-chan, I don’t mind,” she replied, latching onto Shuto’s arm. Kei, out of restarted fury, grabbed hold of Alexis’s hand and tried to yank her off Shuto. Alexis glared at Kei and only tightened her grip on Shuto’s arm. “Let go of me Kei, now,” she growled at him, her eyes slightly glowing a pinkish-orange color. Kei froze where he was and dropped his arms. His eyes were glazed over; face was expressionless.52

“What else do you require of me, mistress,” Kei asked in the willing voice of a loyal servant as he got down on one knee and bowed to Alexis as if she were royalty. Tsukasu spit out the soda he had been drinking through a straw and stared slack-jawed at Kei in disbelief. He wondered when had Kei and Alex/Alexis start having this servant-master relationship with each other. Alexis merely smirked, after being taken aback at first, at her new ‘power’ over Kei.53

“I want you to….start walking that way and don’t stop until I snap my fingers three times, understood?”54

“Yes, my lady,” Kei replied, standing up, turning around and then started walking away in the direction Alexis had pointed out. 55

“The hell was that about,” Shuto exclaimed, confronting Alexis about it. Alexis shrugged her shoulders and blew it off like it was an everyday occurrence for Kei to behave that way. “So you’re trying to tell me that that’s normal…Not from where I’m standing…You know that something is wrong with him….Now what is it,” he demanded grabbing Alexis firmly by the shoulders. Being fed up with people asking way too many questions and she could feel the vaccine starting to wear off; Alexis grabbed Shuto’s loose tie on his uniform and pulled him down to her level. “What the h….” Before Shuto could utter the last word, Alexis had clamped her mouth over his. Out of reflex, Shuto brought up his arms, intending to push Alexis off him, but instead found himself wrapping them around her waist and pulling her closer. Alexis faded to the back of Alex’s mind as he came to; the vaccine having worn off. Shuto continued to kiss ‘Alex’, teasing him lightly with his tongue. Alex could feel Shuto’s erection against his own. He moaned and fisted his hand in Shuto’s caramel-brown hair; leaning more into him, wanting more. Shuto was about to comply with Alex’s wish until he noticed something; the breasts that had been so eagerly pressing against him were now flat. Shuto froze when he realized whom he was kissing; none other than half-assed girlie boy Alex. Alex did not notice this and continued to stroke Shuto’s hard and firm eight-pack chest. Feeling his shaft grow hard; Shuto abruptly pushed Alex away. Alex breathed in and out rather heavily; he felt both ashamed and annoyed for both wanting Leo’s murder and for Shuto ending it so soon. But Alex had never felt such a passion desire for anyone let alone someone like Shuto. Likewise, Shuto could still taste Alex’s flavor and craved more of him. Alex’s face turned a bright red as he backed away from Shuto; covering his mouth with his hand. Shuto resisted the urge to grab Alex and continue the kiss maybe even feel what’s under his blouse now. Shaking away these ridiculous, erotic thoughts Shuto turned and forced himself to walk away Alex. Stopping by his motorcycle Shuto looked back at Alex one more time before getting on and stomping on the gas. As Shuto sped away on his bike, Alex spotted Kei and walked over to him. 56

“Kei….Kei?” Still in a trance, Kei walked right past Alex, almost running him over. “Oi….Kei snap out of it,” Alex called after Kei, while snapping his fingers once, twice and then three times. Kei stopped and blinked and then looked down at Alex who was out breath from running to keep up with Kei.57

“Alex, why are you out of breath,” he asked him. Alex took a minute to catch his breath before answering: “Because *pant* it’s hard to *pant* keep up with you *pant* walk that fast,” he exclaimed. Kei thought back to when his mind went fuzzy: “What was I doing before….All I remember is grabbing you and then I felt some sort of energy take hold of my mind and….After that I’m drawing a blank,” Kei said while scratching his head in frustration. 58

“I don’t *pant* know, but it might have been *pant* my alter-ego from before,” Alex replied. Kei looked at him with concern creasing his brow: “Are you sure that you’ll be okay, Alex,” he asked. Before Alex could answer, a full-size army-green hummer pulled up next to the two boys. Kei gaped at the vehicle while Alex just shook his head at the ridiculously large vehicle as the black-tinted driver-side window was lowered to reveal an extremely beautiful and sexy black woman inside. This ‘woman’ had the biggest breasts you’ve ever or will ever see in your entire life. 59

“Damn, those have to be at least an H-cup,” whistled Tsukasu from behind Kei and Alex.60

“Why thank yah kindly,” the woman replied with a sexy smile. “I’m just here to pick up my adorable little nephew. Isn’t that right Alex?” Alex nodded: “Yes, Aunt Tahome,” he replied, climbing into the hummer rather quick-like. Kei continued to stare at Tahome: “How in the world does she manage to find a bra ‘that’ big,” he exclaimed, in awe at the sheer size of her breasts. Alex shrugged and faintly mumbled: “She has them custom-made to fit her exactly….See yah guys later then,” he said, waving at Tsukasu and Kei as Tahome pulled out of the school parking lot. His emotions colliding with one another inside him, Alex pressed his face against the window and thought about all the events that had taken place in the past two days. “I wonder what else could possibly happen in the next few weeks to come,” echoed his inner thoughts. 61

*End of Chapter Four*62