Friends

Remember those people who mean a lot to you. That you have helped and have helped you through thick and thin. Remember those who you have left for others. Remember all the choices you made. Remember the good times. I am just reminiscing a lot today, as I am often lost in thought. Thinking of all the people who I have affected positively and how I would take a bullet right to the heart for all of them. Supporting even those who have some mental distress in their life. Trying to keep my relationship with them the best I can. Helping them as they have helped me. Making me sad and making me happy. I remember all of this. And even though some have moved and others no longer like me, I keep my head up looking forward. Trying to keep everything I have together as to not lose anymore in my life. All of this is what I live for. I have no other reason than how they would feel if I were to die right now. This is what life is truly is. All life is, is what you have done to help other people. While you may follow your own morals you couldn't have gotten anywhere alone. All those people who have helped you. Thats what life is all about. I hope more than me have realized this. Keep everything you have close. No matter what you do. Keep even those who act terrible close. For who knows without you someone may be committing suicide that you knew and you prevented it. So for anyone that is reading this I am so happy that I have friends to talk to and that push me. Even if they make fun of me. Would I really want to have it any other way. I wouldn't so. The old the knew and everything else. Nothing is as important as what you have around you. Thank all of you who took the time to read this. I would like to go on but I fear I would bore you so much so I stop here.