Seeking (Chapter 6 Desirae - Wow I Can't Believe)

WOW I CAN'T BELIEVE....1

That Trace and I hung out yesterday, I actually am in a somewhat good mood right now, but I know that wont last long. (Sigh) school today.... Least its Friday though. I hope out of bed and get dressed then head down stairs for breakfast, Moms already gone and Mrs. Richards is out somewhere too. I get myself some cereal then head upstairs to brush my teeth. Oh great I hear the bus. I grab my bag and notice something shinny sticking out of my jewelry box, I walk over and pull it out, to find it's my beautiful cold metal friend. I wonder and start to think. I haven't cut in a week. Hmm.... Just one slit and I'll make it threw the day. OH GOD! Am I messed up or what? crap man. I sink to the floor and start to cry and cut along my ankle where I had cut earlier yesterday. I hurts a lot more on the ankle then the wrist. Which is good because then It'll take my mind off things. I wrap my ankle in a nice silk cloth and head out to the bus. I get on the bus and slouch in the seat and read, a couple minutes later the bus stops and students get on. Lets see I'm getting a glare, glare, snicker, smile, gla-- did I just say smile? Before I know it, I'm somehow moving my bag and the smiling person is sitting right next to me and words spill out of my mouth "Hey Trace" he forms another sweet smile "Hey Rae" suddenly I hear another voice it sounds like a boy, his voice is a little deeper then Traces. I turn to see who it was and I almost melt "Sup Tray, Rae" oh my god he winked at me I feel well actually nothing really just a little crush on him for some reason, so I open my mouth to reply when Trace interrupts "Hey bro, you go the rest of the history paper done?" Brian smirks "yeah uh that uh" he yells for someone "yo, nerd! come here, you got my paper?" the nerd gives Brian his paper and sits back down and we arrive at school. I stand up and ask Brian "hey uh where's Lori?" he rolls his eyes as if he doesn't care "eh we got in a fight last night so she stayed home because she doesn't like seeing me after a fight. Immature much." I giggle a little and Brian looks at me a little funny but then he laughs too and we all walk into school together. Wow I feel like a princes right now, everyone's staring at me, must be because I have Trace on one side and Brian on the other.