Burn After Reading.

I have to tell you....1

I have to tell you that I've had a crush on you for the past three years.2

I couldn't let you find out, so I didn't tell anyone. I tried to like someone else. I tried... and I failed. So I've been lying to my friends for years. I'd pretend to like whatever guy was popular at the time. But I've been lying. And they would never guess that I was obsessed with the quiet guy in the corner.3

Ever since we started hanging out more, I've hugged you every day. You know why? You probably think that it's because I'm just that hyper girl. The random hyper girl who you sort of know. But I hug you every single time I see you for a reason. It's because I love it when you hold me, when you smile at me, when you clap me on the back. I hug you every time possible because I know that one day, you'll wake up and realize that I'm weird. And one day, you won't hug back. I never want to forget your touch.4

I need you to hug back.5

I'd live for you.6

I'd die for you.7

I'd fly to the end of the world for you.8

You're amazing...9

The way you look at me and then glance away...10

The way you smile...11

I can't let that go...12

But if you don't like me back, you'll reject me. If I don't tell you and we just stay friends, you'll let me hug you every day.13

That is why I will burn this when I finish writing this next sentence, so it will never reach your eyes.14

I love you.