Loving someone who is the complete opposite of you is the most difficult thing to handle.But you know that there has got to be some part of you that the two of you have in common.Possibly,someone can love another person who is different than them.You don't need to be the exact same person who you are crushing on,that's what I've learned.Sometimes,the perfect someone doesn't have to be what you expected him to be.That's not how life goes.Makes you look more desperate of finding a lover as soon as possible so you can give birth of an early age,no,that's not how things work in my book.It makes your life miserable of choosing bad choices that sounds like a lot easier,but knowing what will the cause will happen in the future of making wrong decisions.Regretting that you have never met that person,or protecting yourself and him from any harm that is going through your life,making things clear to make yourself not to fight with him.But there will always be tears,not sorrow,but happiness.There will always be the good feeling when you're excited to see that person again to excite your life with outstanding events he will come up with it,or naturally be fun.Giving yourself a chance to do not be desperate for anything,just let it happen.If love is your main goal,then just let it happen by itself.You don't need to be searching for it.You don't find love. . .because love finds you.2
Gerard. . .Gerard Way is a cool,quiet person.A person who just loves wearing black and adds some make-up to his eyes to make him look gothic.A boy who leaves their hair long for whatever reason because he feel like to.Not emo,or goth,just representing some punk rock bands who inspired the dark teenager,along with his younger brother,Mikey Way.His personality is awfully genuine,unlike most people in school look down at him as a freak of Halloween.Of his intelligent insults of speaking bad language and mysterious appearance of scaring kids away with his popped eyes of emotions.But still. . .ignoring his rude cursing words,he is an extreme,illustrious,marvelous,rocker person.3
He enters the entrance of the school grounds without anyone in sight to be arriving,the schools of Belleville High School.It was early.Way too early for anyone to show up in the middle of the morning to start the day.The place was deserted,Gerard likes to be this early when no one is around except for his brother,that is Mikey,needs to go into his locker to put away his school materials in a safe place.But he needs to go to the office for whatever reason that needs to be solved.So you can say that Gerard is alone in the creepy hallways.Cold hands in his pockets as his long hair fall in front of his face with his head dropped down,to make him look like a fully emo kid.His pale white skin glow through the fainted halls as he picked up his legs of lingering around when no one is there,not giving an idea about the cold weathers in October.The lights radiate the school of dark places that might be wondering in the corners.4
His mind was cut off when he heard some grunts of clumsiness echo through the locker rooms.Gerard's eyebrows arched of the weird sounds.He waited for the noise to make again,but about like 5 seconds later,there was nothing.So he shrugged and continue to walk.For a minute there,he thought someone can show up this early as him.What is he kidding? For so many years,he never anyone who can wake up before six in the morning.5
'Ow. . .'6
And there it is again.He stop taking a step and search of the mysterious sounds that came from the indoor hallways.His skinny legs followed the groans and the mumbling sounds escaping from someone's mouth.He has to admit that this is the first time that he is curious and cares if someone who arrives at the school at the same time as he did.Of course he made sure of himself that he's always the first one to come to school like this.Or was he mistaken that he didn't catch anybody?7
Gerard stopped when he is finally close when the grunts grew louder in the locker room as he peeked into the corridors.His hazel iris scanned in the hallways where the loud mumbles whisper something of small whimpers and a intense slam of the lock of frustration.Well,looks like someone is not having a good morning.8
When he took another glance inside of the hall,the noises came from a girl who is having a hard time of putting her stuff back in her locker.He was stunned because he never see this girl before,not even during the school days and she looks like around his age too.9
The female teenager has light color of brown,or say its part brunette hair color,silky mid-length with long bangs parted in the middle that goes under her chin.She had piercing deep blue eyes that shown brightly under her natural long eyelashes.Reading her eyes,he knew that there was full of life about her.It was even better that her skin is a creamy color,not even close to pale,compare to Gerard's.He could say that she's five feet and an inch tall.Well,average height and weight.Speaking of weight,she could be on a scale of 96 through 102 pounds that she could join the school's cheerleading squad.He doubt that she could be one of those preps,but she does look like a normal teenage girl.No piercings,no tattoos,not hardly any make-up on her face except for a pink color of chapstick settled on her lips.10
Now Gerard is even more than just stun of the beautiful features that belonged to this girl.He never seen anyone who can be so adorable at this age of eighteen in high school years.She still looks like she's in junior high,in a good way.11
The corner of his thin lips twitched of a smile,the admirable, gorgeous female had attracted to him.His heart raced of the dazzling angel appeared upon him with eyes locked to her face and palm sweating.Gerard has got to meet this beauteous divine,face-to-face.Someone so adorable and stunning in so many great words to describe about this lovely female who had touched his cold heart that might be radiating warmth all over his body.His chest cannot stand another heavy pound of from his heart,this ponderous beauty from her made Gerard speechless and clog throat.Legs shaking,face flushing,lips dry,cold skin but burning in the inside.12
He takes another look at the girl's features again.How much is he dying inside to just look at her than meeting her? But his words won't be worth the time in her first day.It will be too quick and misunderstanding.It will make her think that he's the one who is crazy.But just look at her! How could you stay away such a marveling bloom in dead seasons?13
Her glamor of an angel just sparkles everything to make bad things to good.The part brunette angel still have the handsome devil's eyes on her without even realizing it.14
He watched this girl is stumbling of stacks of books in her arms that is ready to tumble over her any moment.But Gerard is not going to wait there and let it happen,of course he's going to help her.15
When the helpless girl is about to pile up the large novels of another stack,her feet slipped of not balancing herself of two left feet and shuffling again to regain herself but lost control.The dark boy ran towards her before she can fall deeply onto the tiled floor beneath her.His footsteps echoed through the hall,but the clumsy female student has no idea that there was another person who could be watching her.She felt a pair of hands caught her bony shoulders from falling backwards,but the school supplies came flying out of her arms and scatter around the two genders.16
It was silent as the girl's mouth is gaping of the sudden action of her clumsiness while Gerard just stared around the area between him and her.He let go of her and start to pick up her stuff off the ground while the girl done the same.17
"Here. . .," Gerard spoke quickly."I'll get that for you."18
"Really.It's nothing,"the girl replied,grabbing all of the pencils and sheets of notebook paper."I deal stuff like this all the time."19
Gerard laughed a bit,gathering the school materials in one piece."I can see why.Pretty much a habit."20
She smiled weakly,nodding her head of agreement of his comment.He stopped rummaging all of her supplies and stared at her face once more.Strands of his black hair blocked his view a little as the girl ran through her bangs with her hand.She looks absolutely gorgeous.He just couldn't stop staring of the perfect features around her appearance.Her sweet,brilliant face still glows into the deserted hall.21
Gerard cut off his gaze and picked up the lost book on the ground,finding another slender hand reached for it.The two of them paused,looking straight at eachother of the awkward moment that they are getting into.22
Gerard cleared his throat,letting go of the notebook and tuck his hair behind his ear.23
"Sorry. . .," he mumbled quietly,ignoring the flush of heat rose from his nose.24
The girl continued to smile and took the book in her arms."No need to apologize."25
He watched her stood up and put all things away in her locker.It was very weird that someone like her would carry so many books this early.Gerard peeked into her locker,she still need to organize her stuff of top shelf to bottom.He picked himself up,taking her belongings with him.26
"So are you new?" Gerard asked,handing her stuff as he pressed his lips together.27
"Yeah.This is my first day,"she answered,pulling out more stuff from her bag."How much I hate being new to many schools.It's like I'm always by myself on the first day."28
"Really. . .," he was seemed interested into this girl already,taking a few steps next to her locker."So where did you come from? Were you born here?"29
She shook her head."No,I came from. . .some place.You know,the usual.Move in,move out."30
Gerard smirked,tossing his hair to the side so he can continue listening to her.It was quiet again.He knows that it was strange that someone in this school is already befriending her.And to his looks,she never expects to be friends with someone like him so quickly.31
"I'm Gerard by the way," interrupting the silence with his croaky voice cut in."Gerard Way."32
"Gerard?" the girl repeated."Sounds like Jared.Can I call you Jared as a nickname? You look like a Jared."33
He shown his perfectly white teeth as a grin."I get that sometimes.If you want,but you got to remember that my name is Gerard,not Jared."34
"Okay," she smiled again."My name is Rachelle.People call me Rache for short,either way is fine."35
He laughed once more when Rachelle dropped her textbook with a loud thud echo through the halls.She threw her fists in the air of her nonsense,but quickly eased down her body to accept her stupidity.Gerard insisted of picking it up for her,but she has to refuse his offer and pick it up on her own.36
"So um. . .,"Gerard paused again,finding the right words to star a conversation and too nervous to ask.". . .are you. . .are you alone,or are you with someone else? You know,a friend or sibling?"37
Rachelle scratches her head,can't believe that Gerard is the kind of a talkative person."I do have a brother.He should be looking for me right now.Why do you ask?"38
The pale teenager boy looked down who seemed anxious and uptight of his other offer.So she's not completely free to hang out with,but still can meet this guy,maybe.He might be tall and aggressive.If he finds out that someone like Gerard who is hitting on her,then there will be a problem in between them.Gerard will be the one who is going get his
kick.39"Well I was just thinking that. . .," he was too slow of asking her the question,but he's just too chicken if she rejects.40
He knew she was mostly the opposite of him.People would think that it's weird that someone as beautiful as her could be friends with a dark freak like him.But to her,she thought that he would be different but his personality is just an original nice guy would have.41
Rachelle waited for him,closing her locker door shut and faced him eye-to-eye which made Gerard more embarrass.Her sparkling eyes hits his dull burnished color ones.42
"I was thinking that,maybe,we can hang out or something.Maybe if we have some classes together,we can talk sometimes,or maybe during lunch if that sounds okay with you and your brother," he sounded like he was done,but he's not.43
He still kept on going as Rachelle flinched of his sudden first word."You know. . .just in case if the two of you get lonely or something,all that crap."44
He sort of laughed at the last part he said in that sentence,smiling for a second but back into a serious tone.Rachelle made sure that he is completely done with his explanation,impressed by his offer with all of the nerve he spit.But not that impressed when he said a bit of bad language in there.Gerard looked desperate of seeing her again.45
She nodded slightly,watching the very vague male waited for more response than a shake of a head.46
"Umm. . .," too unsure,besides,this is her first day and someone is already calling shots on her.47
Scratching head,head tilted,eyes squinted,and blink rapidly.But she ruined all of that confusing expression that is read upon her angel face and back to being generous."Well. . .since this is my first day,I'll give you a chance so yeah."48
"Okay," Gerard stopped himself from grinning,but cleared his throat again to make his mind not get into his fairytale fantasies.49
The two of them smiled,Rachelle knew he was proud of himself of asking her to hang out later.It was clearly that the two of them are starting to like eachother already.And it is a beautiful friendship for them to start with a nice accident when they meet.50
"Whoa there!"51
Gerard swiftly moves next to Rachelle when he glanced at the books that are about to tumble over her head.His arms extended to block the heavy pack of papers,releasing itself from the hold of the rack in her locker.Rachelle fixed the stack again to support Gerard's arm from breaking the hold of the core of the books.52
"Are you a nerd or something?" groaned Gerard,pulling his arms back and rub them from the sore pain."You're taking school way too seriously. . .Damn! I think I got a bruise!"53
"It's just a couple of textbooks,Jared.How could it hurt you so bad?" she arched an eyebrow of Gerard's easy pain sinking to hid bone.54
"Just kidding,"he chuckled,his scrunch face turned back to his usual happy expression."But really. . .You are a nerd."55
"Shut up."
huh,huh? Nice idea right? I'm kidding.So I hope you enjoy and please don't hate me for not making the girl not what you expected 

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